01«Yuugi» Hey, Doc, do I seem like some kind of annoying, emo-whining bastard to you? o.o;
01«DocSeuss» Yeah.
01«Yuugi» Dang!
01«DocSeuss» Yeah. Don't worry, I've been there.
01«Yuugi» I thought I had you fooled, too.
01«Maeslin» XD
01«Maeslin» I'm off, 'night
01«Yuugi» night maes
01«DocSeuss» Once you lock yourself in the bathroom and start crying and listening to 3 Days Grace, you get an epiphany.
01«DocSeuss» and you stop being an annoying, emo-whiny bastard.
01«Yuugi» Oh snap!
01«Yuugi» That's what I've been doing wrong ALL THIS TIME.
01«Yuugi» I need to listen to 3 Days Grace when I cry alone in the bathroom.
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01«DocSeuss» Yeah. Personalities, especially emotional problems are difficult to change.
01«DocSeuss» Luckily it only took me about a year.
01«Yuugi» Yes they are.
01«DocSeuss» okay
01«DocSeuss» I have managed to unplug my mp3 player.
01«DocSeuss» and now my headphones are plugged in and I have socks.
01«Yuugi» Which means6
01«Yuugi» Ah.
01«Yuugi» I hope you're wearing more than socks.
01«DocSeuss» Don't be silly.
01«DocSeuss» I haven't found my pants yet.
01«Yuugi» Aw.
01«Yuugi» But I like being silly. =(
01«Yuugi» It keeps me from being emo.
01«DocSeuss» You can "joke," but you cannot be "silly."
01«DocSeuss» Alright, tonight, I am going to make bread pudding, hamburger helper, corn, and um...
01«DocSeuss» Fuck.
01«DocSeuss» Something else.
01«DocSeuss» Biscuits?
01«DocSeuss» Oh, and deviled eggs.
01«DocSeuss» I'm actually going to fucking cook tonight.
01«Yuugi» Sounds fun.
01«DocSeuss» it will be.
01«Yuugi» So, what tipped you off to my emoness?
01«DocSeuss» You did, of course.
01«Yuugi» xD I meant, besides my question.
01«Yuugi» Any of my words in here or something.
01«DocSeuss» Pretty much most of them, yeah.
01«Yuugi» Hmm.
01«Yuugi» Can you point out any behaviour in particular?
01«DocSeuss» That and the fact you keep mentioning taking classes or whatever to change your personality.
01«DocSeuss» Well, other than what I just said... you got pretty upset at the "Your mom" joke
01«Yuugi» Only because some people keep saying I've not changed. And yeah, I did get upset. >.>
01«DocSeuss» Well, given what I've seen, given the... vibe, you seem pretty negative.
01«DocSeuss» Not necessarily emo, but negative.
01«Yuugi» Mm.
01«DocSeuss» ...
01«DocSeuss» omg no
01«Yuugi» ?
01«DocSeuss» I want to make meatballs.
01«DocSeuss» FUCK
01«Yuugi» xD
01«DocSeuss» NO MEATBALLS
01«Yuugi» I do tend to think too much and take things too seriously.
01«DocSeuss» Did you know that you can make fun of 99% of everything if you try hard enough?
01«Yuugi» My brain knows it, but my Mr. Serious face won't let me believe it.
01«DocSeuss» Punch yourself.
01«Yuugi» O.o
01«Yuugi» Why?
01«DocSeuss» I dunno. It might help.
01«DocSeuss» I'm trying to think of what helped me out.
01«DocSeuss» I moved out of my house...
01«DocSeuss» I found a purpose in life.
01«DocSeuss» Alright
01«Yuugi» xD
01«DocSeuss» time for me to to find that recipe for meatballs
01«DocSeuss» so I can make sure I have all the ingredients
01«Yuugi» I thought you decided on no meatballs.
01«DocSeuss» Fuck me, then.
01«DocSeuss» because I am going to fucking make meatballs
01«Yuugi» Thanks, but no thanks. =P
01«DocSeuss» then freeze them
01«DocSeuss» and eat them later.
01«Yuugi» Ok.
01«DocSeuss» I
01«DocSeuss» FOUND
01«DocSeuss» MY
01«DocSeuss» PANTS
01«Yuugi» Eureka!
01«Yuugi» Doc, I don't think mIRC is particularly good for my emotional health, especially this channel. So, I am going to disappear and stay away until I get things worked out. Wish me luck!
01«DocSeuss» I wish you luck, and...
01«DocSeuss» No.
01«DocSeuss» That's stupid.
01«DocSeuss» It wasn't until I got back to IRC that I started realizing life was pretty goddamn funny.
01«Yuugi» If I stay here I'll just end up getting banned by Fek again, and I'll be so angry with her I'll be looking for ways to pay her back.
01«DocSeuss» That's stupid.
01«DocSeuss» Getting angry over a ban, I mean.
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01«Yuugi» Not the ban itself, I've been banned and restricted before.
01«Yuugi» But the intention behind it.
01«DocSeuss» Unless it's a shit ban, like that one time on that one site just because of that one thing that happened where someone lied. That was his fault, not mine. >(
01«Yuugi» <.<
01«DocSeuss» The intention would be annoyance more than anything.
01«Yuugi» Not _my_ intention.
01«Yuugi» Her's.
01«Yuugi» And it's always malicious.
01«Yuugi» Even when I'm not annoying.
01«DocSeuss» She's not malicious.
01«DocSeuss» She's... like a rotweiller.
01«Yuugi» Which is malicious.
01«DocSeuss» Sure, it's not like she meant to bite you in the crotch, but she did.
01«DocSeuss» She was just playing around, but those stitches were painful, and now you have this morphine addiction to morphine.
01«Yuugi» Bwuh?
06* Yuugi doesn't understand all that.
01«DocSeuss» It's PERSONAL
01«Yuugi» If it weren't I wouldn't care. >.>
01«ReignXiii» DocSeuss: you can show off the scars and say you were fighting an amazonian warrior :x
01«DocSeuss» :(
01«DocSeuss» I wish.
01«DocSeuss» The problem is that when all was said and done, I had healed perfectly, and the morphine addiction has you hallucinating 24/7.
01«Yuugi» Well, I can give it a chance over the weekend.
01«Yuugi» But if nothing changes then I'm not letting mIRC destroy me.
01«DocSeuss» It won't. Geez.
01«DocSeuss» You're going into it with the wrong mentality. That's your problem.
01«Yuugi» No, I'm not.
01«ReignXiii» DocSeuss: I know what you mean @.@
01«ReignXiii» you start believing in stuff you would find stupid and inane in a sane mind ^^
01«ReignXiii» like squashing a bug will open that window from across the room you cannot get to because your toes can taste the rotating circles on the floor.
01«ReignXiii» etc. etc.
01«DocSeuss» It's crazy, isn't it?!
01«ReignXiii» surreal @.@
01«DocSeuss» And that mailman isn't there to rape you, no matter how hard you try to believe he is.
01«DocSeuss» Alternatively: Vice Versa.
01«Yuugi» Yeah, that's really helpful.
01«ReignXiii» yuugi: it goes perfectly as I said it
01«Yuugi» Let's just pretend I'm not neurotic, and don't have any disorders.
01«ReignXiii» yuugi: pretending won't help the problem
01«Yuugi» Exactly.
01«DocSeuss» Which is your problem. Face up to them and PUNCH YOURSELF IN THE FACE!
01«DocSeuss» :D
01«Yuugi» That will just leave me with a bruised face.
01«Yuugi» My problems won't solve themselves just because I come on mIRC to talk to other humans.
01«DocSeuss» Well that's a really negative way to look at things.
01«Yuugi» And, they definitely won't be solved in an environment saturated with social rejection.
01«Yuugi» It's negative, but it'S true.
01«DocSeuss» That's stupid.
01«Yuugi» Then I'm an idiot.
01«DocSeuss» Yeah, you kind of are.
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01«DocSeuss» You're choosing to look at this the wrong way.
01«Yuugi» Is there another way to see this?
01«DocSeuss» Yes.
01«Yuugi» Are you going to tell me what it is?
01«DocSeuss» No.
01«DocSeuss» You know why?
01«Yuugi» I don't really care.
01«DocSeuss» Because if I do, it won't matter. You gotta figure it out yourself.
01«Yuugi» <<
06* DocSeuss is totally like a wise ninja master!
01«Yuugi» Then I'm back to my default choice.
01«DocSeuss» You're lazy, then.
01«Yuugi» I have a choice between A) Leaving, and trying to fix myself or B) Staying, and destroying myself.
01«DocSeuss» Or, C) taking off the glasses and looking at the world as it is.
01«Yuugi» And yes, I am a lazy person.
01«Yuugi» When I take off my glasses the world is blurry. I prefer the clear view I have with them on.
01«Yuugi» Or are you saying I should make my brain fuzzy.
01«Yuugi» And pretend to see the world differently.
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01«DocSeuss» You don't have to pretend.
01«DocSeuss» You just have to accept that it isn't negative as you wish to believe.
01«DocSeuss» Alright, well, egg and worchestershire sauce time.
01«DocSeuss» Because I am hungry.
01«Yuugi» The world isn't negative or positive. It just is.
01«DocSeuss» So I'll be back later.
01«Yuugi» It's the people on it that make it negative.
01«Yuugi» And, have fun.
01«DocSeuss» It's how you choose to view it.
01«DocSeuss» How you react to the world is 90% attitude.
01«Yuugi» That's a lie. Go eat your food.
01«DocSeuss» Pff. I never lie. :P
01«Yuugi» Everybody lies.
01«Yuugi» There's absolutely no reason for me to get back on mIRC tomorrow. If I do, I'll just be wasting my time that I could have spent on something more productive or meaningful.
01«Yuugi» But I will anyway, because to me making connections to other human beings and having friends is important. I just don't get any of it on mIRC no matter how hard I ry.
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01«Yuugi» night