Me (4/15/2008 7:48:01 PM): *He smiles happily* So...Matt-chan where do you think we should go? should you come to NAU? or should I come to your college?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 7:48:28 PM): i... don't know baby
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 7:48:46 PM): you already said you could never aford cameron
Me (4/15/2008 7:49:06 PM): Not never, but its not likely..and probably most of my credits wouldn't transfer
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 7:50:05 PM): i think two paychecks could handle an apartment and low budget food
Me (4/15/2008 8:00:49 PM): *nods* We'd bother be working. I could take out a student loan..if you could get a scholarship to NAU we could both live in the dorms together
Me (4/15/2008 8:01:03 PM): ( Forgot to press enter )
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:01:34 PM): i'll get a job, find an apartment, and do a lil math. if i can find a place that it'd only take one job to pay the rent... then i can get help from friends with food and gass till we get you a job
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:02:00 PM): i ment you here...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:02:15 PM): no matter what i'm taking advantage of that full ride at RSU
Me (4/15/2008 8:02:37 PM): So basically I'm coming there if we wish to live together next semester?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:02:58 PM): i thought that was the plan...
Me (4/15/2008 8:03:37 PM): The plan is still up in the air
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:04:13 PM): i think it'd be best if you came here... at least for now
Me (4/15/2008 8:05:26 PM): I think it would be best if you came here. Cause you could start school here and have no problems. But if I went there I'd have to worry about my credits transferring
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:05:40 PM): give me 1 semester to get used to life on my own.. then i'll follow you *kisses* okay love?
Me (4/15/2008 8:06:10 PM): *sighs* I wanted Next Semester to be it
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:06:28 PM): cus i am NOT gonna start school...
Me (4/15/2008 8:07:04 PM): I guess, but I thought it would be easier for both of us if you came here. We'd have some support
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:07:40 PM): ugh... then i'd be out of EVERYTHING until you finish school
Me (4/15/2008 8:08:13 PM): You could start school in Arizona....
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:08:23 PM): i have absolutly zero intinton of going to school next semester. period
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:08:32 PM): i don't have the money to even do comunity colege
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:08:41 PM): why the fuck do you think i need that full ride?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:08:56 PM): and i'm not taking out a student lone
Me (4/15/2008 8:09:47 PM): I know...but the thing is you could get scholarships here to..
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:10:22 PM): for what? a comunity college? a colege that offers a dagree one class at a time?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:10:45 PM): good lord man X_X
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:10:54 PM): you don't understand what's going on here
Me (4/15/2008 8:10:56 PM): but NAU is a respected college....
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:11:09 PM): i've never even heard of NAU X_X
Me (4/15/2008 8:11:17 PM): Northern Arizona Universty
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:11:25 PM): never heard of it
Me (4/15/2008 8:11:38 PM): Ok...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:13:39 PM): can't get in
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:14:01 PM): i only have a 20 on the english portion of the ACT's
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:14:07 PM): i need a 21
Me (4/15/2008 8:14:16 PM): into NAU?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:14:22 PM): yup
Me (4/15/2008 8:14:56 PM): Well go to Coconino its their Community College part
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:15:02 PM): also, i don't have any college english credits. i need to have a credit to get in
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:15:18 PM): http://home.nau.edu/admissions/apply/admissreq.asp
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:16:00 PM): ugh, and i'm no where NEAR that on the math portion
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:16:23 PM): 20 in math ACT and don't have any "advanced math" courses
Me (4/15/2008 8:16:40 PM): ok...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:17:13 PM): AND I'M NOT 22 >< YOU HAVE TO BE 22 TO GET IN
Me (4/15/2008 8:17:47 PM): You do??
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:18:10 PM): yup
Me (4/15/2008 8:20:20 PM): oh ok...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:21:39 PM): *sighs* i can get in.. but barely
Me (4/15/2008 8:22:43 PM): No its just I look at this as the easier way
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:22:59 PM): nonresidents... 3.0 gpa (got a 3.8 ) 24 ACT... 21.... or top 25% of class (i'm in top 20%) and no deficiencies
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:23:14 PM): fine, i can get in... but can i aford it? no
Me (4/15/2008 8:24:53 PM): probably the same for me with your college
Me (4/15/2008 8:25:09 PM): And if I could get into yours most of my credits wouldn't transfers
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:25:33 PM): TAKE A SEMESTER OFF MORON
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:25:41 PM): YOU FUCKIN' SAID THAT LAST NIGHT
Me (4/15/2008 8:25:58 PM): So we'll bother take a semester off?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:26:07 PM): duah
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:26:35 PM): all you need to do is take ONE semester off while i adjust to life without parental suport. adjust to bills and the such
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:27:05 PM): then i'll follow you back to arizona, get a job, and help your family out with an extra income. i won't go to school
Me (4/15/2008 8:27:28 PM): So I move to Oklahoma and we'll live together for a semester by ourselves. ok?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:27:44 PM): yes. that is what i've been trying to say this whole time
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:28:31 PM): i said... i'll get a job, look for an apartment that rent would only take up one paycheck, then get you over here and borrow from friends and the such until you get a job
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:30:37 PM): why the fuck can't you pay atention to what i say V_V
Me (4/15/2008 8:30:49 PM): Cause I was thinking
Me (4/15/2008 8:30:52 PM): of other things
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:30:59 PM): exactly...
Me (4/15/2008 8:31:05 PM): trying to weigh all of the options against one another
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:31:20 PM): yet you didn't even consider my option... ass
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:31:28 PM): you don't give a shit about me
Me (4/15/2008 8:39:10 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 8:39:40 PM): I looked at the colleges and for both of us it seemed easier for you to come here cause I could keep my credits and you could start fresh anyway.
Me (4/15/2008 8:39:42 PM): brb
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:40:06 PM): FUCKIN' MORON!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:40:10 PM): YOU KNOW NOTHING
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:40:48 PM): I HAVE TOLD YOU TIME AND FUCKIN' TIME AGAIN THAT I'M NOT GONNA FUCKIN' GO TO GOD DAMN COLLEGE UNTIL AT LEAST A WHOLE FUCKIN' YEAR LATER!!! THAT MEANS 2 GOD DAMN SEMESTERS OFF!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:42:17 PM): YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKIN' CONSIDER THAT I MAY NOT FUCKIN' WANT TO LEAVE YET!!! YOU DON'T EVEN CONSIDER THAT I FUCKIN' HAVE SHIT THAT NEEDS TO BE TAKEN CARE OF HERE!!! YOU DON'T EVEN CONSIDER THAT I'D LIKE TO ENJOY ONE GOD DAMN YEAR OF NO SCHOOL WITHOUT THE GOD DAMN STRESS OF LIFE!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 8:42:54 PM): There will always be the stress of life until your dead.
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:43:14 PM): *slaps* NOT IF YOU'RE NOT SOME GOD DAMN POOR PICE OF SHIT LAZY ASS HOLE
Me (4/15/2008 8:43:42 PM): X-X
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:44:23 PM): i have absolutly no stress in life right now dumbass
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:45:00 PM): weather you like it or not, i am gonna sit around and enjoy not having some daily schedual i have to follow
Me (4/15/2008 8:45:45 PM): You'll have work you have to follow X-X
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:45:55 PM): big fuckin' woop
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:46:06 PM): i go to work and come home. no schedual
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:46:15 PM): i won't be doing the same thing at work every god damn day
Me (4/15/2008 8:46:27 PM): I will
Me (4/15/2008 8:46:32 PM): I'll always have stress
Me (4/15/2008 8:46:38 PM): Never be free to do only what I want
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:46:47 PM): good for you, that's your fault
Me (4/15/2008 8:47:01 PM): I know...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:47:03 PM): i'm not stupid enough to persue a career i'm going to hate
Me (4/15/2008 8:47:06 PM): Its the worlds fault as well
Me (4/15/2008 8:47:10 PM): I'm not gonna hate it
Me (4/15/2008 8:47:14 PM): But I'll never get it
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:47:28 PM): then give the fuck up already
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:47:51 PM): i'm tiard of your god damn pesamistic shity outlook on life
Me (4/15/2008 8:47:55 PM): V.V
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:48:19 PM): either SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO IT or give up!!! there is no fuckin' whining about it!!!
Me (4/15/2008 8:48:43 PM): Matt...
Me (4/15/2008 8:48:50 PM): I'd never work if I could
Me (4/15/2008 8:48:53 PM): But I have to
Me (4/15/2008 8:48:55 PM): For my family
Me (4/15/2008 8:48:57 PM): for my pack
Me (4/15/2008 8:49:00 PM): So we aren't poor
Me (4/15/2008 8:49:08 PM): So we don't have to worry about money
Me (4/15/2008 8:49:11 PM): So we can live
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:49:16 PM): THEN STOP FUCKIN' GOING TO SCHOOL AND GET A GOD DAMN JOB
Me (4/15/2008 8:50:00 PM): but if I go to school I'll be able to get a better job
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:50:04 PM): TIGGY IS MAKING 1400 GOD DAMN DOLARS A MONTH WITH NOTHING MORE THEN A HIGH SCHOOL DEPLOMA!! AND WHAT IS HE DOING?! FUCKIN' TECH SUPORT!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:50:35 PM): HE IS MAKING A FUCKIN' COLLEGE LEVEL PAY CHECK WITHOUT THE GOD DAMN DAGREE!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:51:33 PM): get your head out of that digital ass of yours and look around
Me (4/15/2008 8:52:03 PM): No he is lucky, I can't hope to be lucky. I need to be sure, I can't go on luck
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:52:29 PM): GOD DAMNIT MAN!!! IF YOU CAN READ A BOOK AND TALK ON THE PHONE YOU CAN DO THE SAME JOB!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:52:55 PM): there's no god damn luck involved in it shit tard! all you do is fuckin' APPLY!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 8:53:29 PM): X-X you don't get it
Me (4/15/2008 8:54:04 PM): He is lucky that he got that job. I might not be as lucky, if they kicked me out I'd be SOL if I have a college degree I'm more likely to get a good job.
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:54:29 PM): HE WAS NOT LUCKY!!!!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:55:12 PM): HE FUCKIN' WENT IN THERE AND SAID GIVE ME THE JOB!!!!! THERE'S NO GOD DAMN LUCK ABOUT IT!!! 100% OF THE FUCKIN' TIME YOU'LL GET THAT JOB!!!! HE EVEN QUIT FOR A MONTH AND CAME BACK!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 8:55:33 PM): X-X heh yeah sure they'd just give it to me
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:56:05 PM): DAMN FUCKIN' STRAIGHT MORON!!! THEY'LL TELL YOU WHEN TO COME IN, TRAIN YOU FOR A MONTH, THEN PUT YOU ON THE LINES!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:56:20 PM): christ man, get the fuck out of this shitty out look
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:25 PM): NO!
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:31 PM): Cause life is shit human
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:38 PM): Human life is nothing but work work work
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:45 PM): Stress Stress Stress
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:47 PM): and then death
Me (4/15/2008 8:56:49 PM): Death
Me (4/15/2008 8:58:50 PM): Class is getting out I need to leave
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 8:58:53 PM): *slams you to the ground and strangles you* why do you think it's like that?! BECAUSE ASS HOLES LIKE YOU REFUSE TO FUCKIN' ADMIT HOW EASY IT IS!!!! *slugs you* get it through your thick skull that the only reason you would have to work and work and work is if you're stupid enough to get a credit card. if you're stupid enough to make a comitment you can't keep. you listen to me shit for brains! LIFE IS FUCKIN' EASY!
Me (4/15/2008 9:15:42 PM): Its not
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:15:43 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
Me (4/15/2008 9:16:06 PM): Go and find out yourself idiot
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:16:33 PM): *glares* fine bitch. you want it to be hard, we'll start here
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:16:41 PM): as of right now, YOU ARE NO LONGER PART OF MY LIFE
Me (4/15/2008 9:16:42 PM): No I don't want it to be
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:16:44 PM): GOOD BYE
Me (4/15/2008 9:16:46 PM): ...what?
Me (4/15/2008 9:16:49 PM): Matt!
Me (4/15/2008 9:17:00 PM): You can't mean that!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:17:18 PM): i mean every last word that i have fuckin' said
Me (4/15/2008 9:17:30 PM): Don't leave!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:17:36 PM): get you're god damn pesamistic ass away from me
Me (4/15/2008 9:17:45 PM): Matt! *clings* Don't leave!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:18:16 PM): too late ass hole! i'm not gonna live with some lazy bastard that thinks life is a pile of shit!
Me (4/15/2008 9:18:30 PM): Life isn't perfect like you think it is
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:18:43 PM): ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS NOT USE CREDIT MORON
Me (4/15/2008 9:18:49 PM): I never will!
Me (4/15/2008 9:18:54 PM): But that doesn't make it is
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:19:00 PM): yes it does
Me (4/15/2008 9:19:07 PM): Debit isn't a measure mean its hard
Me (4/15/2008 9:19:11 PM): What makes it hard
Me (4/15/2008 9:19:17 PM): is your contastly working
Me (4/15/2008 9:19:26 PM): Contastly working to that next goal
Me (4/15/2008 9:19:40 PM): You can never just sit back, do nothing and enjoy letting time pass by
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:19:42 PM): i have no god damn goal
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:20:03 PM): well dumbass, guess what! i've already reached that point
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:20:14 PM): i have no asperation of doing something great
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:20:21 PM): i have no asperation of being rich
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:20:55 PM): i'm just gonna live from day to day, working at a "dead end job" that lets me break a rotine
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:11 PM): I don't wanta be rich
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:21:15 PM): yes you do
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:17 PM): I just don't want to have to worry about money
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:28 PM): I want to make something I can be proud of
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:21:31 PM): IF YOU DON'T USE CREDIT YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY DUMBASS
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:42 PM): I willn't!
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:46 PM): But I will have to worry
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:52 PM): Cause I'll have to worry about rent
Me (4/15/2008 9:21:58 PM): Utilities
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:22:00 PM): why do you think people worry?! because they're in debt! if you notice no one that's not in debt doesn't worry!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:01 PM): Food
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:09 PM): We aren't in debt!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:15 PM): But we worry every day
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:22 PM): We worry if we'll be able to eat tomorrow
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:30 PM): We worry if we'll have a place to live tomorrow
Me (4/15/2008 9:22:45 PM): We worry about if we'll pass our classes so we can get out of this
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:22:50 PM): you're paying rent = debt
Me (4/15/2008 9:24:14 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 9:24:18 PM): We pay it on time
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:24:23 PM): so
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:24:28 PM): it's still debt
Me (4/15/2008 9:24:30 PM): You want to know what I ate the day before yesterday?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:24:39 PM): you down't own where you live, that's debt
Me (4/15/2008 9:24:50 PM): We've never owned where we lived
Me (4/15/2008 9:24:54 PM): Fuck Matt
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:24:59 PM): if you are using something you don't own, it's debt
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:13 PM): *groans* You love putting down my every idea don't you!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:25:17 PM): if you're making payments, you're in debt
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:20 PM): It must give you kicks
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:25:22 PM): because THAT'S CREDIT
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:23 PM): Downs of them
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:28 PM): Yeah sure
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:30 PM): Whatever
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:32 PM): Fuck you
Me (4/15/2008 9:25:40 PM): *groans and goes and sits in his chair*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:25:51 PM): good bye jami. this is over
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:25:55 PM): for good
Me (4/15/2008 9:26:07 PM): *whimpers and cries hard*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:26:08 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
Me (4/15/2008 9:26:44 PM): *is crying hard* I'll always love you anyway..
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:26:44 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:26:44 PM): you got any last words, how bout you call and beg for once
Me (4/15/2008 9:27:13 PM): *whimpers and shakes his head* It wouldn't be of any use you want out of this relationships I'm sure....*curls up in his chair*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:27:41 PM): i'm sick of your sorry lil pesamistic outlook on life
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:27:49 PM): LIFE IS EASIER THEN YOU FUCKIN' MAKE IT SOUND
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:28:34 PM): if you would get it through your thick fuckin' skull that we don't need to fuckin' worry about suporting anyone exept ourselves, then you'd understand that
Me (4/15/2008 9:28:48 PM): *shakes his head and stays curled* Matt-chan I don't worry about that
Me (4/15/2008 9:28:57 PM): But the thing is that is harder then it would seem
Me (4/15/2008 9:29:11 PM): Do you want to know what I ate the day before yesterday?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:29:14 PM): the only hard part is getting your foot in the door
Me (4/15/2008 9:29:38 PM): Then the door has been closed for my family for years
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:29:52 PM): and if you think a diet of ramen and lunch'n meat is bad then you're fuckin' picky
Me (4/15/2008 9:30:07 PM): No!
Me (4/15/2008 9:30:11 PM): I had nothing but bread
Me (4/15/2008 9:30:16 PM): 3 pieces of fucking bread
Me (4/15/2008 9:30:22 PM): Cause we are POOR!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:30:41 PM): We had to go to some special place to even have food period!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:30:50 PM): ohhhh, big suprise. i had no god damn idea you were dirt fuckin' poor
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:31:03 PM): you know why? BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKIN' IN DEBT!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:31:09 PM): No
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:31:16 PM): YOU'RE FUCKIN' PAYING RENT AND LIVING OFF OF GOVERNMENT FUNDING!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:31:22 PM): THAT IS CALLED DEBT!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:31:22 PM): No
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:31:29 PM): YOU'D BE IN LESS DEBT IF YOU WERE ON THE STREET
Me (4/15/2008 9:31:34 PM): *whimpers* Thanks Matt, again putting me down
Me (4/15/2008 9:31:41 PM): Oh!
Me (4/15/2008 9:31:54 PM): So if we lived on the street everything would be easier huh? cause we have no debt?!
Me (4/15/2008 9:32:04 PM): You have a Fucked up view
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:32:17 PM): AT LEAST YOU CAN FUCKIN' KEEP THE MONEY YOU MAKE!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:32:24 PM): No!
Me (4/15/2008 9:32:30 PM): If we lived on the street
Me (4/15/2008 9:32:35 PM): We couldn't make money at all
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:32:40 PM): XD
Me (4/15/2008 9:32:41 PM): You need an address to get a job
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:32:49 PM): you don't need a home to ge a job
Me (4/15/2008 9:33:02 PM): Yes you do
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:33:03 PM): you don't need an address
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:33:07 PM): you don't need shit
Me (4/15/2008 9:33:12 PM): Fine
Me (4/15/2008 9:33:23 PM): Go try and get a job without giving your address, good luck
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:33:58 PM): the only reason they need the address is to contatct you once they decide if they're going to hire you or not
Me (4/15/2008 9:34:08 PM): Then you need it don't you!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:34:12 PM): NO
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:34:14 PM): YOU DON'T
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:34:33 PM): YOU ONLY NEED ONE OF THOSE FREE PAY-AS-YOU GO PHONES!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:34:48 PM): And how will you get that without a job to make money?!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:35:01 PM): IT'S FREE MORON!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:35:21 PM): YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING OTHER THEN YOU'RE FUCKIN' LIL GAMES!!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:35:40 PM): heh sure go and get one then mail it to me
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:35:57 PM): now that would require money dumbass
Me (4/15/2008 9:36:10 PM): But if you can get the phone without money get it
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:36:25 PM): US cellular
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:36:37 PM): ask for the track phone pay as you go plan
Me (4/15/2008 9:36:54 PM): Yeah good luck getting it without an address
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:36:58 PM): they'll go "okay, here's your phone"
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:37:08 PM): no address no nothing
Me (4/15/2008 9:37:14 PM): heh yeah sure
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:37:16 PM): they don't contact you or anything ever
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:37:30 PM): you go in and pay them face to face when you put money on it
Me (4/15/2008 9:37:44 PM): Where do they give these out?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:37:47 PM): no card, no bill, no nothing
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:37:58 PM): the US. Cellular store
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:38:09 PM): it was my first god damn phone
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:38:42 PM): don't belive me? ask brian or rei. i talked to both of them on it and they kept telling me i should get a contract
Me (4/15/2008 9:39:31 PM): Yeah sure you got it for free
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:39:54 PM): damn fuckin' right it was free!
Me (4/15/2008 9:40:06 PM): Yeah sure
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:40:12 PM): the phone was free and there was no mother fuckin' plan
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:40:36 PM): but guess what, if you're getting this then you already have a few bucks
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:40:46 PM): SO THE GOD DAMN BALANCE DOESN'T FUCKIN' COUNT
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:41:19 PM): OHHHHH 15 MOTHER FUCKIN' DOLLARS FOR 25 CENTS A MINUTE!!!! I'M SPENDING SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:42:29 PM): *groans* If you can't get it for absolute free with no money at all put into it and if to have minutes you have to pay money then your SOL until you get a job to get money
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:42:52 PM): XD
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:42:56 PM): fuckin' dumbass
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:43:13 PM): there is absolutly zero way to not have any money what-so-ever
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:43:25 PM): so long as you have cloths on your back you have money
Me (4/15/2008 9:43:55 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 9:44:02 PM): If your homeless you have no money
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:44:07 PM): you're that desperate? go around picking up cans. get a full back and you have 5 bucks
Me (4/15/2008 9:44:11 PM): Cause you put it all into trying not to be homeless
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:44:20 PM): XD
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:44:25 PM): fuckin' dumbass
Me (4/15/2008 9:44:26 PM): And where would you turn them in?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:44:49 PM): if you're homeless then you have all the money from the content of the home
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:45:09 PM): where would you turn them in? duah, the recycling plant. they BUY that crap
Me (4/15/2008 9:45:30 PM): What recycling plant? cause I know there aren't any within walking distance of this city
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:45:39 PM): ha!
Me (4/15/2008 9:45:51 PM): ?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:46:15 PM): good for you, if you have a dump, which every city in america dose, then you have a recycling plant of some sort
Me (4/15/2008 9:46:31 PM): Not in walking distance
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:46:41 PM): everything is within walking distance
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:46:45 PM): period
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:46:53 PM): it's just a matter of "do i want to walk that far"
Me (4/15/2008 9:47:03 PM): Not if you'll DIE!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:47:11 PM): There is no water in arizona
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:47:15 PM): you are within walking distance of me, it would just take several weeks
Me (4/15/2008 9:47:42 PM): And you'd have to have food with you
Me (4/15/2008 9:47:45 PM): Water with you
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:00 PM): But the thing is nothing is within walking distance if your Homeless
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:05 PM): Cause you'll DIE!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:13 PM): Cause you have nothing to EAT!! or DRINK!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:48:16 PM): shut up ass hole
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:20 PM): You'll die in the most painful way!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:48:27 PM): it's better to be homeless then in debt. period
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:48:48 PM): period
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:51 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 9:48:54 PM): Trust me its not
Me (4/15/2008 9:49:05 PM): Go be homeless for a few years you'll think different
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:49:12 PM): i'll belive you when i go homeless
Me (4/15/2008 9:49:21 PM): I've been homeless remember
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:49:23 PM): i'll never ever think different
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:49:33 PM): regardless of your experiance
Me (4/15/2008 9:49:36 PM): YEah
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:49:41 PM): i will never think it's better to be in debt
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:49:44 PM): NEVER
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:50:06 PM): i'd rather die on the street alone then to fuckin' ask for suport i can not pay back
Me (4/15/2008 9:50:28 PM): X-X
Me (4/15/2008 9:50:38 PM): You'll think different when your dieing on the street
Me (4/15/2008 9:50:40 PM): God
Me (4/15/2008 9:50:53 PM): Have you ever even had to worry about eating? About having a place to live?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:51:34 PM): to live? no. because we inharited my grandmothers house. WE DON'T HAVE TO PAY RENT SO WE NEVER HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT WHERE TO LIVE
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:51:42 PM): as for eating? yes
Me (4/15/2008 9:51:45 PM): Heh
Me (4/15/2008 9:51:50 PM): Fucking idiot
Me (4/15/2008 9:51:55 PM): Mother Fucking Idiot
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:51:56 PM): we can barely aford all our bills
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:04 PM): WE CAN'T!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:08 PM): Period!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:52:17 PM): why? because my parents are stupid enough to use credit
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:23 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:31 PM): Your not an idiot cause of that
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:52:44 PM): no, i'm saying why we can't aford our bills
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:50 PM): So fucking wat
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:51 PM): what*
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:55 PM): you can still afford them
Me (4/15/2008 9:52:57 PM): We can't!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:53:00 PM): why we are constantly wondering if there's enough money for groceries
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:53:12 PM): NO WE CAN'T!!! WE ARE USING CREDIT TO PAY OFF CREDIT!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:53:23 PM): You are still paying your bills
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:53:32 PM): WITH CREDIT!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:53:39 PM): Still paying them
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:53:41 PM): YOU FUCKIN' MORON WE HAVE NO MONEY!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:53:52 PM): WE HAVE ABSOLUTLY NO MONEY!!! WE ARE USING CREDIT!!!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:07 PM): YOU ARE BETTER OFF THEN US CUS YOU'RE NOT FUCKIN' USING CREDIT!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:12 PM): No we aren't
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:21 PM): Cause we CAN'T PAY OUR BILLS PERIOD!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:23 PM): PERIOD!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:27 PM): No options
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:27 PM): ouh;afjaga
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:27 PM): 'f
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:28 PM): agas
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:28 PM): ga
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:28 PM): ga
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:28 PM): d
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:29 PM): aga
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:29 PM): g
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:29 PM): ag
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:29 PM): aga
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:30 PM): ha
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:30 PM): f
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:45 PM): We are fucking having to go to charities so that we don't STARVE!!!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:54:47 PM): DO YOU HAVE A CREDIT CARD?! DO YOU?! DO YOU?! IF YOU DO THEN GUESS WHAT!! YOU CAN!!!!
Me (4/15/2008 9:54:58 PM): We don't
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:55:02 PM): good!
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:55:06 PM): that means you're better off then us
Me (4/15/2008 9:55:09 PM): No
Me (4/15/2008 9:55:11 PM): It doesn't
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:55:17 PM): you're not having to pay someone else to pay your bills
Me (4/15/2008 9:55:17 PM): I means we are still barely eating
Me (4/15/2008 9:55:25 PM): and barely having a place to live
Me (4/15/2008 9:55:38 PM): The only reason you know I'm not dead is cause of the charity of others
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:55:47 PM): guess what, if you nix the god damn bill on the place to live then you'd be able to eat just fine
Me (4/15/2008 9:56:11 PM): But guess what
Me (4/15/2008 9:56:16 PM): We'd have no money to do it with
Me (4/15/2008 9:56:20 PM): Cause we'd have no job
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:25 PM): D
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:28 PM): fuckin' moron
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:31 PM): mother fuckin' moron
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:38 PM): you have no mother fuckin' concept of budgeting
Me (4/15/2008 9:56:42 PM): No I do
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:45 PM): no you don't
Me (4/15/2008 9:56:55 PM): Why do you think I haven't spent any money of my own in a good while
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:56:58 PM): otherwise you'd understand that you don't need to fuckin' pay for a god damn place to live
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:11 PM): Why do you think I've only eaten one meal today that was really small
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:19 PM): God fucking damnit
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:23 PM): You guys have no idea
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:26 PM): You have no idea
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:57:31 PM): good for you
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:45 PM): The only reason you can continue to use the credit cards is cause you can pay them off some
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:48 PM): We couldn't
Me (4/15/2008 9:57:58 PM): We'd be over our limit in like 2 months
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:58:03 PM): XD
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:58:29 PM): the only reason we can use our credit cards is cus we have another credit card that we can use to "pay off" the first credit card
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:58:37 PM): it's an endless loop of debt dumbass
Me (4/15/2008 9:58:41 PM): Sure
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:58:56 PM): my mum has 3 cards and my dad has 3
Me (4/15/2008 9:59:01 PM): Go to bed I'm tired of your idiot for now
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:59:10 PM): soon as they pay one off they start using it to pay off another
Me (4/15/2008 9:59:18 PM): HAH
Me (4/15/2008 9:59:20 PM): They pay it off
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:59:25 PM): wrong
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:59:30 PM): they don't "pay it off"
Me (4/15/2008 9:59:35 PM): Sure
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:59:40 PM): they transfer all of the debt on it to another card
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 9:59:49 PM): so all they're doing is jugling the interest around
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:10 PM): Sure
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:15 PM): huph
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:18 PM): Go to bed
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:19 PM): fuckin' dick
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:23 PM): Get over yourself
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:24 PM): good bye jami
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:27 PM): Your not so bad
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:29 PM): this is the end
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:29 PM): I love you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:33 PM): i don't love you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:35 PM): not anymore
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:43 PM): *sighs and whimpers*...ok
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:45 PM): you're too fuckin' pesamistic
Me (4/15/2008 10:00:56 PM): And your just stupid
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:00:58 PM): i could never love someone who thinks life is so god damn shitty
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:01:03 PM): good bye
Me (4/15/2008 10:01:04 PM): but I love you anyway
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:02:18 PM): you know what... you think being homeless is having nothing... you think that you have nothing.. but you know what
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:02:54 PM): you HAD one thing... you HAD the love of someone who was willing to die for you... you HAD the love of someone that didn't want anything but your happyness...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:03:10 PM): you HAD someone that didn't care about himself at all...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:03:35 PM): you had someone who was more then family....
Me (4/15/2008 10:04:22 PM): You still do
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:04:23 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:04:47 PM): no... i only have my parents and friends now
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:04:56 PM): and you've lost the one thing worth having
Me (4/15/2008 10:05:26 PM): I still love you...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:05:46 PM): good for you. you love me. but does it matter when i don't love you? not at all
Me (4/15/2008 10:06:08 PM): *sighs and nods* I know the feeling of loving someone and not being loved back...I'm use to it
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:06:27 PM): you no longer have that man who would stand out on the street with you and fight for your safty
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:06:42 PM): you have lost it
Me (4/15/2008 10:06:45 PM): *nods* I'd still take a bullet for you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:07:07 PM): good for you. you'd die for me just so i can live another 30 seconds
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:07:14 PM): big hoop ha
Me (4/15/2008 10:07:27 PM): *nods*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:07:28 PM): everyone is so fuckin' stupid
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:07:37 PM): "id die to protect you"
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:08:11 PM): for god's sake bastards. if you die protecting someone what's to stop the one you were trying to protect them from from killing the one you were protecting anyway
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:08:15 PM): absolutly nothing
Me (4/15/2008 10:08:29 PM): You could
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:08:42 PM): think about it dumbass
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:09:04 PM): when a wall falls down, whatever's on the other side can just pass right on by
Me (4/15/2008 10:09:20 PM): You could do something about it I know you could
Me (4/15/2008 10:09:28 PM): That is why I'd do that
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:09:31 PM): not if i die trying
Me (4/15/2008 10:09:40 PM): You willn't
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:09:47 PM): shut up moron
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:10:00 PM): if you die defending someone, then there's no point
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:11:09 PM): good fuckin' bye you pesamistic prick
Me (4/15/2008 10:11:18 PM): Bye, know I'll always love you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:11:25 PM): i don't care
Me (4/15/2008 10:11:34 PM): *nods*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:11:50 PM): until you stop treating life like a hopeless pile of shit, i..don't...care
Me (4/15/2008 10:12:43 PM): Its not hopeless, but it is a pile of shit
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:12:46 PM): *glares* the only ONLY searious thing i ever wanted from you... and you insist on trying to ruin my life
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:13:14 PM): MOVING TO ARIZONA WOULD FUCKIN' RUIN EVERYTHING
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:13:34 PM): ALL MY WORK WOULD MEAN ABSOLUTLY SHIT
Me (4/15/2008 10:13:47 PM): *sighs*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:13:56 PM): start clean my ass
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:14:26 PM): i don't even fuckin' want to live alone with you yet. i just want to fuckin' see you
Me (4/15/2008 10:14:41 PM): *sighs and nods*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:14:42 PM): all i want right now is to fuckin' be able to spend time with you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:15:03 PM): but no. you insist on trying to tare me away from everything that i know
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:15:18 PM): you insist on trying to tare me away from the one thing i want here
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:15:31 PM): *humph*
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:15:34 PM): good bye
Me (4/15/2008 10:15:41 PM): I love you..
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:19:39 PM): *screams* I FUCKIN' HATE YOU WITH EVERY FIBER OF MY BEING! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!
Me (4/15/2008 10:20:23 PM): *nods* You can hurt me if you want...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:20:24 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:20:44 PM): shut the fuck up
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:33:05 PM): *sighs* you're right... i don't hate you... i don't wnna hurt you...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:33:48 PM): but i don't wanna continue this either... so until you convince me otherwise.. its over jami.. good night
Me (4/15/2008 10:34:57 PM): .....*sighs* I'm not worth your time..
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:34:58 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
Me (4/15/2008 10:35:40 PM): I love you...
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:35:40 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:35:43 PM): if that's true, then why won't the bond break?
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:36:28 PM): answer that boy. if you're not worth my time, then why?
Me (4/15/2008 10:36:29 PM): I still love you...I want you to stay...but ....I don't know
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:37:42 PM): good night jami. i love you, but i'm ending this. maybe i'll feel better tomorrow, maybe a week from now. either way, all i know is right now i'm pissed at you
Me (4/15/2008 10:37:59 PM): *nods and sighs* ok
Me (4/15/2008 10:40:00 PM): I love you
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:40:01 PM): zzz...ZZZ...zzz
redwolfmatt (4/15/2008 10:40:28 PM): i love you too... just leave me alone...