[10:37] TheAshandarei: 'ello
[14:02] TheAshandarei: which one of the brothers are you?
[14:04] John Hollenbach: John
[14:04] John Hollenbach: why did you ask like that lol
[14:04] TheAshandarei: Because sometime Rachyeed is on your account
[14:04] John Hollenbach: oh right.. we are linked..
[14:04] TheAshandarei: aye
[14:04] John Hollenbach: what's up?
[14:04] John Hollenbach: Happy easter...
[14:05] TheAshandarei: Yeah, happy easter
[14:05] TheAshandarei: Not much is up
[14:05] John Hollenbach: mmm
[14:06] TheAshandarei: How was yours?
[14:06] John Hollenbach: good..
[14:06] John Hollenbach: a little slow
[14:07] TheAshandarei: Mine too
[14:07] John Hollenbach: so how are you doing?
[14:07] TheAshandarei: Good good, you?
[14:08] John Hollenbach: Good... bored though
[14:08] TheAshandarei: aye
[14:08] TheAshandarei: and tired
[14:08] John Hollenbach: ture
[14:08] John Hollenbach: true*
[14:09] TheAshandarei: Katie said she met you, you went to the dodgeball thing?
[14:09] John Hollenbach: Yes.. I did meet her
[14:10] TheAshandarei: fun stuff
[14:10] John Hollenbach: yea.. ]
[14:12] John Hollenbach: what are you doing?
[14:13] TheAshandarei: Nothing...I'm suppose to be doing school
[14:13] John Hollenbach: lol same
[14:14] TheAshandarei: But I'm not really...
[14:14] John Hollenbach: what are you doing? (subject)
[14:14] TheAshandarei: English
[14:18] John Hollenbach: what made you IM me?
[14:18] TheAshandarei: Nothing
[14:18] John Hollenbach: you should have been workin
[14:19] TheAshandarei: extreme boredom
[14:19] TheAshandarei: What made you respond? You should have been working.
[14:19] John Hollenbach: don't be smart.
[14:20] TheAshandarei: I can't help it. I was born this way.
[14:20] John Hollenbach: lol
[14:22] John Hollenbach: how's life
[14:22] TheAshandarei: Well enough
[14:22] TheAshandarei: Yours
[14:23] John Hollenbach: oh wats up with kelly?
Hectic but sufficent
[14:23] TheAshandarei: Ask him
[14:23] TheAshandarei: My life is bloody boring
[14:23] John Hollenbach: oh no i did
[14:23] John Hollenbach: i just wanted ur side
[14:24] TheAshandarei: Well what did HE say?
[14:24] John Hollenbach: lol that wasn't the question.
[14:25] TheAshandarei: Answer mine then I'll answer yours
[14:36] John Hollenbach: ..
[14:36] TheAshandarei: Or don't
[14:36] TheAshandarei: -.-
[14:36] John Hollenbach: you tell me i asked first
[14:36] John Hollenbach: lol it doesn't have to be like this.
[14:37] TheAshandarei: Well I'm not exactly sure how to answer that question
[14:38] John Hollenbach: lol
[14:38] John Hollenbach: it's alright..
[14:38] TheAshandarei: So now answer mine
[14:39] John Hollenbach: how are you other relations? (obviously not kelly)
[14:39] TheAshandarei: Good good
[14:39] TheAshandarei: But they don't exist
[14:39] John Hollenbach: lol
[14:39] John Hollenbach: good.. focus on your school
[14:40] John Hollenbach: worry about boy ans appearently (girls too ) [kelly :- ) ]
[14:40] John Hollenbach: after your done!
[14:41] TheAshandarei: Haha, I just without guilt lied to you
[14:42] John Hollenbach: not true cause you just told me you lied.. soo there must have been some thing.. (guilt supressed by desire to show how devilish you are)
[14:42] TheAshandarei: Nope
[14:42] TheAshandarei: I didn't tell you what I lied about
[14:42] TheAshandarei: So now it's mysterious
[14:42] TheAshandarei: lol
[14:43] John Hollenbach: ok
[14:43] TheAshandarei: Haha
[14:44] John Hollenbach: why are you makin this conv. totally pointless?
[14:44] TheAshandarei: Because I'm good at it
[14:45] John Hollenbach: i c
[14:46] TheAshandarei: Aye
[14:46] Meebo Message: John Hollenbach is offline
[14:47] John Hollenbach: appearently you don't like talking to me.
[14:47] John Hollenbach: how is josiah.. did i spell it right?
[14:48] TheAshandarei: You spelled it right
[14:48] Meebo Message: BlackFlameF16 appears offline. Your message may not be received.
[14:48] John Hollenbach: what don't we answer questions anymore?
[14:49] TheAshandarei: Of course not
[14:49] John Hollenbach: i guess it's fun having a onsided conversation.
[14:50] TheAshandarei: Of course
[14:50] TheAshandarei: Sorry
[14:50] TheAshandarei: I'm actually not a talkative person
[14:51] TheAshandarei: incase you didn't realize that at the lock-in
[14:52] John Hollenbach: you talked but you were tired
[14:52] TheAshandarei: I wasn't actually tired
[14:54] TheAshandarei: I was just bored
[14:54] TheAshandarei: I'm not a huge people person
[14:55] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network.
[14:55] John Hollenbach: you hadn't slept..
[14:55] TheAshandarei: Like I ever do?
[14:55] Meebo Message: BlackFlameF16 appears offline. Your message may not be received.
[14:57] John Hollenbach: mmm AllyKat.. when will you open your eyes?
[14:57] TheAshandarei: They're open
[14:58] John Hollenbach: *knows she doesn't see*
[14:58] TheAshandarei: What am I suppose to be seeing?
[15:00] John Hollenbach: plz
[15:00] TheAshandarei: o.O
[15:01] John Hollenbach: your hidiing
[15:02] TheAshandarei: How so?
[15:02] John Hollenbach: Just stop Allison.
[15:04] TheAshandarei: *shrugs* I can't help that I've grown up
[15:09] John Hollenbach: is that what you call it
[15:10] TheAshandarei: People change
[15:12] John Hollenbach: and what basis are you making this change
[15:13] TheAshandarei: Do I need a a reason?
[15:15] TheAshandarei: And if I do, does it mean I have to give it to you?
[15:17] John Hollenbach: oh not at all .. i just am sorry that you shut me out.
[15:17] TheAshandarei: I haven't
[15:18] John Hollenbach: ... you lie ... you have so left me
[15:19] TheAshandarei: Ask a question, I'll answer
[15:19] John Hollenbach: i don't want to make you do anything.. and i am still sorry for being upset..
[15:20] John Hollenbach: we can talk at some other time.. when your are willing and ready.. or just when you forgive me.
[15:20] TheAshandarei: I forgave you a long time ago
[15:21] TheAshandarei: Like, I REALLY long time ago
[15:21] TheAshandarei: 'bout a year and a half ago
[15:23] John Hollenbach: u don't see.
[15:23] TheAshandarei: Or maybe it's not that I don't see...maybe it's that you see something that isn't there
[15:25] John Hollenbach: or i see something that is there but You don't see..
[15:26] TheAshandarei: Tell me what I'm suppose to be seeing
[15:26] John Hollenbach: i can't.
[15:26] TheAshandarei: why not?
[15:27] John Hollenbach: telling you won't change anything.. cause then you'll just think i am trying to control you and make you feel that you aren't grown or that you can't make your own choices or decisions.. and that is not what i want..
[15:27] TheAshandarei: Well, you've already decided the way I'm going to respond to something, why not continue?
[15:31] John Hollenbach: Allison.. i only encourage you to open the door.. but you can chose how or what door.. i did miss you (just so you know) and it hurt coming back to a....
.. i am going to go now. so
[15:33] John Hollenbach: Bye Allison
[15:33] TheAshandarei: Bye
[15:33] TheAshandarei: Not entirely sure what to tell you
[15:34] John Hollenbach: hmm think about it.. i'll try to talk to you later in the week.. please take care..
-John