I am sorry and embarrassed. But most of all, I am deeply sorry.
Last few days, have been the worst days in a while. As I already mentioned before, the conversation that took place at 3am was unacceptable. Even though I was sleepy and probably wasn’t thinking 100% to my full potential, I still take responsibility for what happened. I do not recall the whole conversation, however I do have a log and looking at it makes me feel disappointed about myself. I believe I said thinks that I now regret and hold myself fully responsible for.
Words cannot express how truly sorry I am for the anxiety, frustration and inconvenience that I caused. This is especially saddening because it was not at all my intention to wish or do you or the people around you any harm at all.
I promise the next time a conversation about you specifically is held, I will do my best to minimize my involvement and stay rather neutral. I promise such situations will never happen again.
I believe I have hurt your feeling and betrayed your trust. I do believe that you have every reason to be offended. I however hope that you will reconsider forgiving me. You deserved better treatment from my part.
Sincerely,
Adrian Koika