[19:33] <Ennx-SD-> go to bed
[19:33] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[19:33] <phenom[so]> what?
[19:34] <phenom[so]> its 730pm...
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> right
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> ewps
[19:34] <phenom[so]> and i havent the last couple times because I havent had time
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> too much redbull
[19:34] <phenom[so]> too much to do on here
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> my head is huting.
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> kk
[19:34] <phenom[so]> trying to get this shit going before tomorow
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> what shit?
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> the bot?
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> or
[19:34] <phenom[so]> i was doing it myself until today
[19:34] <phenom[so]> no
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> kkkkk
[19:34] <phenom[so]> here let me give you a few things ive been doing
[19:34] <phenom[so]> all by myself
[19:34] <Ennx-SD-> all right.
[19:34] <phenom[so]> interviewing media people, and looking at webpages, coding they do... portfolios... and downloading movies they've made
[19:34] <phenom[so]> with that comes
[19:35] <phenom[so]> discussion of pay, contracts, job duties, etc.
[19:35] <phenom[so]> ok thats one part
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> oh gawd.
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> my head hurts all ready.
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[19:35] <phenom[so]> negotiations with the team were partnering with
[19:35] <phenom[so]> EXTENSIVELY
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> gg.
[19:35] <phenom[so]> contacting companies, for partnerships, promotions and sponsorships
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> ouch
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> ohhhhh
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> nice
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[19:35] <phenom[so]> recruiting people to give lessons and coach teams
[19:35] <phenom[so]> which each conversation for that
[19:35] <phenom[so]> is about
[19:35] <Ennx-SD-> So your really into this
[19:35] <phenom[so]> an hour, because they want to know everything
[19:36] <Ennx-SD-> Yep
[19:36] <phenom[so]> trying to sell spots on the shirts for the team im making
[19:36] <phenom[so]> working with my guy on our own website
[19:36] <phenom[so]> trying to get the tempsite half way decent
[19:36] <Ennx-SD-> wowoowow
[19:36] <phenom[so]> setting up ftps for demos , teams , media etc
[19:36] <phenom[so]> setting up email accounts
[19:36] <Ennx-SD-> i can do that o.O
[19:36] <phenom[so]> negotiating with gamesurge to get the MOTD and global notice
[19:36] <Ennx-SD-> :o
[19:36] <phenom[so]> working with connects in other countries for global announcement
[19:37] <phenom[so]> writing up contracts for each individual staff member
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> WOW!
[19:37] <phenom[so]> because all of them are hired on different terms, conditions, rates and duties
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> WOW!!!!!! wow!
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> oh em g
[19:37] <phenom[so]> and theres about 10 more things.
[19:37] <phenom[so]> so.
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> DUDE
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> WOW!
[19:37] <phenom[so]> ive been up 22 hours with no sleep.
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> i feel sorry for you :(
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> LOL
[19:37] <phenom[so]> i finally hired an assistant today.
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> ahhh
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> well if you don`t mind
[19:37] <Ennx-SD-> i need to finish
[19:38] <Ennx-SD-> want to give this extra bam for you
[19:38] <phenom[so]> but basically 8 hours of sleep sine thursday... because for 9 years ive wanted to do something that had a big, positive impact on the community... b/c I was never just a player... even when professional... i was ALWAYS a fan.... this started for me at early 14... when everything was pure and fun.
[19:38] <phenom[so]> and finally for the first time
[19:38] <phenom[so]> out of alot of failed attempts
[19:38] <phenom[so]> this gives me the feeling... that this could really be the one
[19:38] <phenom[so]> become a "household name" so to speak, amongst the community.
[19:38] <phenom[so]> And I've promised alot of people, alot of things...
[19:38] <Ennx-SD-> ahh i see
[19:39] <Ennx-SD-> oh man
[19:39] <phenom[so]> My word and My balls, are 2 things I dont break for anyone... and I'll work myself to death to fulfill that
[19:39] <Ennx-SD-> That sounds good.
[19:39] <phenom[so]> I mean
[19:39] <phenom[so]> I've had to tell my wife
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> OH MAN
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> you have a wife.
[19:40] <phenom[so]> "Tuesday, this thing goes live... with or without me..."
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[19:40] <phenom[so]> "so I need a couple days to get this off the ground, being as I dont have much help."
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> wowow
[19:40] <phenom[so]> so she's gave me my space
[19:40] <phenom[so]> hell
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> hmm
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[19:40] <phenom[so]> she's even tried making me some logos on her laptop, just something I dont have to worry about.
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> ahhhhhh
[19:40] <Ennx-SD-> thats awsome
[19:41] <phenom[so]> Tell me I dont take this serious bro. I had my wife cry to me last night, that she felt neglected... because of this syndicate and the effort time and money I've put into it.
[19:41] <phenom[so]> My hands arms and wrists have a constant ache now
[19:41] <phenom[so]> bags under my eyes
[19:41] <phenom[so]> but
[19:41] <phenom[so]> im excited as fuck, and wouldnt take one minute of it back
[19:41] <phenom[so]> tomorrow, it'll all be worth it...
[19:41] <phenom[so]> I hope
[19:41] <phenom[so]> I hope its everything and more I made it to be
[19:41] <Ennx-SD-> WOW
[19:42] <Ennx-SD-> this sounds amazing
[19:42] <Ennx-SD-> needs
[19:42] <Ennx-SD-> and shall be done.
[19:53] <phenom[so]> possibly ... one of the most... real... and convincing mission statement I've seen.
[19:53] <phenom[so]> yes, i think business most of the time
[19:53] <phenom[so]> and
[19:53] <phenom[so]> when I look at that
[19:53] <phenom[so]> picture that
[19:53] <phenom[so]> as a mission statement
[19:53] <phenom[so]> yeah, its true, its real and its me
[19:53] <phenom[so]> but aside from that
[19:53] <phenom[so]> if i put myself in a 3rd person pov
[19:53] <phenom[so]> thats heartfelt
[19:54] <phenom[so]> one of the first mission statements ive ever read
[19:54] <Ennx-SD-> Thats good to know.
[19:54] <phenom[so]> that actually makes the reader, feel the drive and determination of the writer.
[19:54] <Ennx-SD-> True.
[19:54] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[19:54] <phenom[so]> which is the "text book" definition of a mission statement.
[19:54] <phenom[so]> Yo
[19:54] <phenom[so]> I'll paypal you
[19:54] <phenom[so]> if you can
[19:54] <phenom[so]> Take everything I just said
[19:54] <phenom[so]> and type it, prepare it in letter form
[19:55] <Ennx-SD-> hmm
[19:55] <Ennx-SD-> Copy paste?
[19:55] <Ennx-SD-> or edit it?
[19:55] <phenom[so]> ill help fill in blanks, if it doesnt convert well from single line chat to letter form, i have great grammer, vocabulary and spelling
[19:55] <phenom[so]> well
[19:55] <phenom[so]> take the log
[19:55] <phenom[so]> and
[19:55] <phenom[so]> bit by bit
[19:55] <phenom[so]> like
[19:55] <phenom[so]> let me give you an example
[19:55] <Ennx-SD-> k
[19:55] <phenom[so]> you would obviously start at the first thing but
[19:56] <phenom[so]> [19:40] <phenom[so]> "Tuesday, this thing goes live... with or without me..."
[19:56] <phenom[so]> [19:40] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[19:56] <phenom[so]> [19:40] <phenom[so]> "so I need a couple days to get this off the ground, being as I dont have much help."
[19:56] <phenom[so]> [19:40] <Ennx-SD-> wowow
[19:56] <phenom[so]> [19:40] <phenom[so]> so she's gave me my space
[19:56] <phenom[so]> that would convert into something along the lines of...
[19:56] <Ennx-SD-> okay
[19:56] <Ennx-SD-> .
[19:57] <Ennx-SD-> so you want me to
[19:57] <phenom[so]> "This whole operation.. the partnership, the company, the impact on the community primarily and the sense of accomplishment means so much to me, that I've actually put my entire life on the back burner for 4 days to get this venture off the ground."
[19:57] <phenom[so]> see where im going ?
[19:57] <phenom[so]> thats a bad exmple
[19:57] <phenom[so]> but im fuckin fried right now i cant think
[19:57] <Ennx-SD-> im getting a head ache
[19:57] <Ennx-SD-> :(
[19:57] <Ennx-SD-> so is this for an essay?
[19:57] <Ennx-SD-> an intro?
[19:57] <phenom[so]> thats ok, dude take some tylenol they go away :)
[19:57] <phenom[so]> no
[19:57] <phenom[so]> its a mission statement
[19:58] <Ennx-SD-> AHH THERE
[19:58] <phenom[so]> youre taking everything I said in that conversation
[19:58] <Ennx-SD-> and editing it ?
[19:58] <phenom[so]> and turning into a 1 page, REAL fuckin mission statement.
[19:58] <phenom[so]> and turning into a 1 page, REAL fuckin mission statement.
[19:58] <phenom[so]> well
[19:58] <phenom[so]> you cant copy and paste in that form
[19:58] <Ennx-SD-> hmm
[19:59] <phenom[so]> it'll look stupid, and couldnt be an "official mission statement"
[19:59] <phenom[so]> but i swear to you
[19:59] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[19:59] <phenom[so]> when an opportunity presents its self in the matter of business... take these words like the gospel.. you better snag it.
[19:59] <phenom[so]> because 99 percent of the time
[20:00] <phenom[so]> you have to make the opportunities, and great ones are rare... when a great one presents itself you better damn well be able to recognize and capitalize on it.
[20:00] <phenom[so]> no matter how tired, strung out over worked and sore you are :)
[20:00] <Ennx-SD-> Start off with that?
[20:00] <Ennx-SD-> or imply that?
[20:00] <Ennx-SD-> incorporate?
[20:00] <phenom[so]> no, what i just said is completely seperate
[20:00] <phenom[so]> a tip from me to you
[20:01] <Ennx-SD-> ohhh
[20:01] <phenom[so]> thats my opinion on the mission statement
[20:01] <phenom[so]> i was all like
[20:01] <Ennx-SD-> ouch too much REDBULL
[20:01] <phenom[so]> frustrated
[20:01] <Ennx-SD-> Oh/
[20:01] <phenom[so]> angry and tired.
[20:01] <phenom[so]> told you the whole thing
[20:01] <phenom[so]> then like
[20:01] <phenom[so]> 5 minutes later
[20:01] <phenom[so]> it clicked.
[20:01] <phenom[so]> liek a damn light bulb.
[20:01] <phenom[so]> "that right there came from the heart, and THAT conveys the mental feeling of what youre trying to accomplish to the reader."
[20:01] <Ennx-SD-> Yep
[20:02] <Ennx-SD-> Indeed.
[20:02] <phenom[so]> that mission statement along dude, I guaran-fuckin-tee would on its OWN, convince atleast one company to sign a contract to buy those spots and partner up.
[20:02] <phenom[so]> Just that mission statement.
[20:02] <phenom[so]> thats real man.
[20:02] <Ennx-SD-> INdeed.
[20:02] <Ennx-SD-> Yes!
[20:02] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:02] <phenom[so]> i just had a fuckin epiphany...
[20:02] <phenom[so]> and you were there for it! :)
[20:03] <Ennx-SD-> GREAT!
[20:03] <Ennx-SD-> i feel special?
[20:03] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[20:06] <phenom[so]> you should
[20:06] <phenom[so]> i just ran it by my wife
[20:06] <phenom[so]> she agrees
[20:06] <phenom[so]> man thats like
[20:06] <phenom[so]> that should be like
[20:06] <phenom[so]> you look up mission statement in the dictionary, and that should be under example.
[20:06] <phenom[so]> I mean
[20:06] <Ennx-SD-> So you want me to
[20:06] <phenom[so]> it makes me look somewhat soft... over zealous... nerdy...
[20:07] <phenom[so]> like i have no life
[20:07] <phenom[so]> atleast 4 days now
[20:07] <Ennx-SD-> oh.
[20:07] <phenom[so]> but let me confirm
[20:07] <phenom[so]> www.myspace.com/mightymadden
[20:07] <phenom[so]> I do have a life, and if anyone outside of gaming reads it... it'll hit home
[20:07] <phenom[so]> hence , I'm going to use it to convince the companies to buy into this empire.
[20:07] <phenom[so]> mark my words man.
[20:07] <Ennx-SD-> the second i saw the tatto i was bought
[20:07] <phenom[so]> lmao.
[20:07] <phenom[so]> my wife is a tattoo artist
[20:07] <phenom[so]> but yea
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> oh man
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> thats neat.
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:08] <phenom[so]> When my heart, head and mind is set on something...
[20:08] <phenom[so]> its set.
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> Good to know
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> so
[20:08] <phenom[so]> I'm a workhorse with more dedicated and effort than ...
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:08] <phenom[so]> something that is known for it
[20:08] <phenom[so]> loll
[20:08] <phenom[so]> but yeah
[20:08] <phenom[so]> so-owned is my baby
[20:08] <phenom[so]> just to tell you
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:08] <phenom[so]> how much #so-owned means
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> GOOD!
[20:08] <phenom[so]> in 2001 we founded it
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> yea!
[20:08] <phenom[so]> me and aesthetics
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> oh.
[20:08] <phenom[so]> over 600 idlers
[20:08] <Ennx-SD-> :o
[20:09] <phenom[so]> team3d, aox, iwa, d0f, dop, xeno, wew, penance, eminence, etc
[20:09] <phenom[so]> all the top teams
[20:09] <phenom[so]> back then we actually accepted challenges
[20:09] <Ennx-SD-> oh man.
[20:09] <phenom[so]> we were 119-8-0
[20:09] <phenom[so]> then
[20:09] <Ennx-SD-> I have only been on since 04
[20:09] <phenom[so]> unfortunately 2 years into it, a gamesurge admin stole the channel.
[20:09] <Ennx-SD-> :| wow
[20:09] <phenom[so]> emptied it out.
[20:09] <Ennx-SD-> that sucks
[20:09] <phenom[so]> left it public tho, and he lost his admin rights
[20:09] <phenom[so]> but for some unspoken reason, they couldnt give me the channel back.
[20:10] <Ennx-SD-> gwoow
[20:10] <Ennx-SD-> i see
[20:10] <phenom[so]> and for a whole year and half more, I'd go in there every other day with the same persaverance as waking up in the morning to see if he had let it go
[20:10] <phenom[so]> he'd go in, once a week
[20:10] <phenom[so]> so i couldnt go say "hey the owners gone, i want it"
[20:10] <phenom[so]> for almost 2 years...
[20:10] <Ennx-SD-> WOW
[20:10] <Ennx-SD-> that sucks real bad.
[20:10] <phenom[so]> dude from 2001 to 2005
[20:10] <phenom[so]> then i quit cs for 3 years
[20:10] <phenom[so]> stopped professional gaming, no more competitions
[20:11] <phenom[so]> sold my computer
[20:11] <phenom[so]> thought about cs and so-owned once a week , and my dream for the community changing event, you can even ask my wife
[20:11] <phenom[so]> id always ask
[20:11] <phenom[so]> when we'd smoke a bowl id talk about it
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> gwow
[20:11] <phenom[so]> and i moved to california in august...
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> you have a record i see
[20:11] <phenom[so]> got a settlement
[20:11] <phenom[so]> build a 2500.00 computer
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[20:11] <phenom[so]> and you know
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> :o
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> :o
[20:11] <Ennx-SD-> :o
[20:11] <phenom[so]> what you think the first thing I did was?
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> LAN center?
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> get back to gaming?
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> SO OWNED?
[20:12] <phenom[so]> built the computer, installed windows... set up the internet connection... and before I even got drivers... the first thing you do...
[20:12] <phenom[so]> I download mIRC
[20:12] <phenom[so]> to see if #so-owned was unreg'ed.
[20:12] <phenom[so]> and it was.
[20:12] <phenom[so]> and I fuckin typed /join #support so fuckin quick dude lol
[20:12] <phenom[so]> like instantly
[20:12] <phenom[so]> got it back
[20:12] <phenom[so]> :)
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> WOW!
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> WOW!
[20:12] <phenom[so]> so you see
[20:12] <Ennx-SD-> that is lucky
[20:12] <phenom[so]> this club
[20:12] <phenom[so]> means more to me
[20:12] <phenom[so]> than making money
[20:12] <phenom[so]> its got history dude.
[20:12] <phenom[so]> and look
[20:12] <phenom[so]> after all those years
[20:12] <phenom[so]> 5-6 years
[20:13] <phenom[so]> me and aesthetics quit talking, when the club died.
[20:13] <phenom[so]> parted ways
[20:13] <phenom[so]> never talked at all.
[20:13] <phenom[so]> then
[20:13] <phenom[so]> i get the chan
[20:13] <Ennx-SD-> oh.
[20:13] <phenom[so]> its kinda idle and empty for a couple months or whatever...
[20:13] <Ennx-SD-> I see.
[20:13] <phenom[so]> the fucking DAY, the VERY DAY i decide to make it what it once was..
[20:13] <phenom[so]> he joins the channel out of nowhere.
[20:13] <phenom[so]> tell me dude... that this shit aint like...
[20:13] <phenom[so]> meant to be
[20:13] <phenom[so]> and people talk shit about so-owned, what it is who we are etc
[20:13] <Ennx-SD-> gwow
[20:13] <phenom[so]> and have no idea
[20:14] <phenom[so]> what it is
[20:14] <phenom[so]> to me...
[20:14] <Ennx-SD-> I see
[20:14] <phenom[so]> and to aesthetics
[20:14] <phenom[so]> i mean
[20:14] <phenom[so]> yeah the community loved us
[20:14] <Ennx-SD-> thanks for telling me this.
[20:14] <phenom[so]> wer were the top club, channel
[20:14] <phenom[so]> but it wasnt well..
[20:14] <Ennx-SD-> oh
[20:14] <phenom[so]> i dont wana say it this way for but lack of better terms
[20:14] <phenom[so]> no one but me and aesthetics had a connection on an emotional level.
[20:14] <phenom[so]> yeah, its a channel on mIRC... what a nerd right?
[20:14] <Ennx-SD-> nope
[20:15] <phenom[so]> I race cars, build houses, cars and computers, played rugby, football and semi pro football next year... but at the same time im a big softie and when something means something to me... it means something deep.
[20:15] <phenom[so]> and so-owned is one of the biggest things
[20:15] <phenom[so]> its my baby.
[20:15] <phenom[so]> and...
[20:15] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[20:15] <Ennx-SD-> he
[20:15] <phenom[so]> that fact there, with the dream to impact the community
[20:15] <phenom[so]> is what makes my eyes stay open at 6-7 am when theyre dry, and squinting and burning
[20:15] <phenom[so]> and im nodding off
[20:15] <phenom[so]> and get just 3 more things done
[20:15] <phenom[so]> then 1 more thing
[20:15] <phenom[so]> then 5 more
[20:16] <phenom[so]> ok fuck it, 2 more
[20:16] <Ennx-SD-> LOLZ
[20:16] <Ennx-SD-> OH
[20:16] <phenom[so]> i mean its like its meant to be
[20:16] <phenom[so]> it'd take a damn ignorant fool to let this opportunity pass ... i feel sorta like
[20:16] <phenom[so]> so-owned was always mine and kinda waited on me :)
[20:16] <phenom[so]> and aesthetics too
[20:16] <Ennx-SD-> ohhhhhhhh :)
[20:16] <phenom[so]> so yeah, were not some bullshit 1hit, or "club money" or thexclub
[20:17] <phenom[so]> this fuckin team has history and emotional connection to more than one person.
[20:17] <phenom[so]> one person contacted me...
[20:17] <Ennx-SD-> This is good to know.
[20:17] <phenom[so]> wanted to merge
[20:17] <phenom[so]> and us leave #so-owned
[20:17] <phenom[so]> lol.
[20:17] <Ennx-SD-> .
[20:17] <Ennx-SD-> LMAO
[20:17] <phenom[so]> I told them... their team and sponsors and investors couldnt offer me enough money in the world for this channel again.
[20:17] <phenom[so]> not again, but I'm not losing it again.
[20:17] <phenom[so]> and I meant that dude, not lettin this shit go.
[20:17] <phenom[so]> and I , for that reason
[20:18] <phenom[so]> have legit, nice, level headed, mature and professional gamesurge admins op'ed in the channel
[20:18] <phenom[so]> to make sure
[20:18] <phenom[so]> nothing happens
[20:18] <phenom[so]> no attacks
[20:18] <phenom[so]> no admins stealing it
[20:18] <phenom[so]> nothing
[20:18] <Ennx-SD-> That is smart
[20:18] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[20:19] <phenom[so]> ya know...
[20:19] <phenom[so]> ur ok man.
[20:19] <phenom[so]> i mean that
[20:19] <phenom[so]> you ever have that moment
[20:19] <Ennx-SD-> Really?
[20:19] <phenom[so]> where, you first meet someone
[20:19] <phenom[so]> and you tell them something... you've never told anyone
[20:19] <Ennx-SD-> Yes!
[20:19] <phenom[so]> but its a good thing?
[20:19] <phenom[so]> yeah...
[20:19] <phenom[so]> i mean
[20:19] <Ennx-SD-> its a good felling
[20:19] <phenom[so]> i havent even said this to aesthetics, or gotten this deep into it with my wife, parents or anyone
[20:19] <phenom[so]> in my life
[20:20] <phenom[so]> not even CLOSE have i told anyone about how i feel about it
[20:20] <phenom[so]> like
[20:20] <phenom[so]> to be able to
[20:20] <Ennx-SD-> wow. :o
[20:20] <Ennx-SD-> this is good.
[20:20] <phenom[so]> take #so-owned to the top... while impacting the community in such a way...
[20:20] <Ennx-SD-> real good
[20:20] <phenom[so]> together... is like
[20:20] <phenom[so]> like...
[20:20] <phenom[so]> idk dude
[20:20] <phenom[so]> no words for it
[20:20] <phenom[so]> but
[20:20] <phenom[so]> its worth no sleep.
[20:20] <phenom[so]> and
[20:20] <Ennx-SD-> I guess :)
[20:20] <phenom[so]> you guess? lol
[20:20] <phenom[so]> Id stay up a week
[20:20] <phenom[so]> a month
[20:21] <phenom[so]> just think
[20:21] <Ennx-SD-> OH snap
[20:21] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:21] <phenom[so]> if i woulda slacked off
[20:21] <phenom[so]> and not handled what needed handled
[20:21] <phenom[so]> set up all the publicity, announcements, the radio stations the websites the network the people, the EVERYTHING
[20:21] <phenom[so]> they would announce their anniversary...
[20:21] <phenom[so]> people would leave so-owned, b/c nothing fullfilled like i promised
[20:21] <phenom[so]> a big let down
[20:21] <phenom[so]> which happened before with things
[20:21] <phenom[so]> b/c i slacked
[20:21] <phenom[so]> but...
[20:21] <phenom[so]> i think the fact
[20:21] <Ennx-SD-> Yep
[20:22] <phenom[so]> so-owned and my dream were combined, and i could use them both as instruments and keep them the whole way with international recognition is what finally sparked it
[20:22] <phenom[so]> like
[20:22] <phenom[so]> i have that drive in anything i do
[20:22] <phenom[so]> but with things on here, I get down real fast
[20:22] <Ennx-SD-> good.
[20:22] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[20:22] <phenom[so]> like ya know... 2 people leave the club... that i was really really banking on giving lessons and being an active member of the community
[20:22] <phenom[so]> any other place, id be ready to quit.. and probably would
[20:22] <phenom[so]> but not here :)
[20:22] <Ennx-SD-> haha
[20:22] <phenom[so]> so-owned has had a rough start in the past few months
[20:22] <Ennx-SD-> :P
[20:22] <phenom[so]> 2 attacks
[20:23] <phenom[so]> alot of trash talking
[20:23] <phenom[so]> threats
[20:23] <Ennx-SD-> oh?
[20:23] <Ennx-SD-> damn.
[20:23] <Ennx-SD-> threats from?
[20:23] <phenom[so]> about 1000 pms about how trash so-owned is, and its a knock off of "status.owned" which...
[20:23] <phenom[so]> i never even seen status.owned
[20:23] <phenom[so]> and theyre new players
[20:23] <phenom[so]> so they wouldnt know so-owned
[20:23] <phenom[so]> hacking "communities"
[20:23] <Ennx-SD-> ohhh.
[20:23] <phenom[so]> but yeah
[20:23] <phenom[so]> instead of
[20:23] <phenom[so]> the attack happening
[20:23] <phenom[so]> and me saying fuck it
[20:23] <phenom[so]> and parting getting pissed and walking away like before
[20:23] <phenom[so]> i said
[20:23] <phenom[so]> "ok, how fast can we recover."
[20:23] <phenom[so]> by ...
[20:23] <phenom[so]> 3 hours later
[20:24] <phenom[so]> fully recovered.
[20:24] <Ennx-SD-> damn
[20:24] <phenom[so]> like record time
[20:24] <phenom[so]> and
[20:24] <phenom[so]> int he process contaocted an admin
[20:24] <phenom[so]> 2 actually
[20:24] <phenom[so]> had them addco in my chan
[20:24] <phenom[so]> they locked the channel down tighther than a virgin pussy, like 20 commands.
[20:24] <Ennx-SD-> oh.
[20:24] <phenom[so]> then we had problems with
[20:24] <Ennx-SD-> ROFL
[20:24] <phenom[so]> people joining, even the cal-i players of today
[20:24] <Ennx-SD-> ohhhhh.
[20:24] <phenom[so]> the majority werent around in 2001
[20:24] <phenom[so]> so..
[20:24] <phenom[so]> and
[20:24] <phenom[so]> cal deleted my proof
[20:24] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[20:24] <phenom[so]> im from a different region so im unheard of out here
[20:24] <phenom[so]> been gone 3 yeras
[20:25] <Ennx-SD-> oh..
[20:25] <phenom[so]> so they see, a no name, on the internet so they always assume youre some nerdy kid... trying to promote some worthless club... to get exposure to the invite community.
[20:25] <phenom[so]> i was in their position before, and i know thats how its viewed upon
[20:25] <phenom[so]> because i did it too
[20:25] <phenom[so]> but
[20:25] <phenom[so]> as you see
[20:25] <phenom[so]> :)
[20:25] <Ennx-SD-> yEP
[20:25] <phenom[so]> I didnt fuckin take no for an answer dud.e
[20:25] <phenom[so]> gamesurge told me no 4 times to the MOTD AND the Global Notice
[20:25] <Ennx-SD-> good!
[20:25] <phenom[so]> now we get both :) in the same conversation..
[20:25] <phenom[so]> he goes
[20:26] <phenom[so]> "man.. you have to be a car salesman"
[20:26] <phenom[so]> i said
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> lewl
[20:26] <phenom[so]> "no, im a negotiator with an extensive history of sales, marketing and persuasion" lol
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> pwned.
[20:26] <phenom[so]> he said "yeah, i can believe that definately.... Ok... Heres what i can do
[20:26] <phenom[so]> and there it was :)
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> hahaa
[20:26] <phenom[so]> so yes
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> LMAO
[20:26] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:26] <phenom[so]> I'm done, ive already typed entirely too much
[20:26] <phenom[so]> we've talked like 2 hours now
[20:27] <phenom[so]> and got nothin gdone lol
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> WTF
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> YOUR KIDDNG
[20:27] <phenom[so]> i look like a loser now, with no life and some fucked up mental condition and im madly in love with a channel.
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> TWO HOURS
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> :|
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> wow
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> NO
[20:27] <Ennx-SD-> my head hurts :(
[20:27] <phenom[so]> dude
[20:27] <phenom[so]> lol
[20:28] <Ennx-SD-> huh.
[20:28] <phenom[so]> my back, neck, head, hands, wrists, shoulders, arms, fingers, legs
[20:28] <phenom[so]> all ache and hurt
[20:28] <Ennx-SD-> ouch
[20:28] <phenom[so]> i havent even gone to the gym in 4 days...
[20:28] <phenom[so]> i've like
[20:28] <Ennx-SD-> ooooooooo
[20:28] <phenom[so]> literally put pause on my life for this
[20:28] <phenom[so]> damn near literally
[20:28] <Ennx-SD-> ah i see
[20:28] <phenom[so]> i mean like in those movies n shit like
[20:28] <phenom[so]> guy on the computer working away
[20:28] <phenom[so]> and the world revolving around him
[20:28] <phenom[so]> lol
[20:28] <phenom[so]> and then
[20:28] <phenom[so]> the last night
[20:29] <phenom[so]> I finally get help, but I'm so fucking grateful
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> :)
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> weee
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> good
[20:29] <phenom[so]> voice452.hurricanehost.com 3812
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> Need me on now? :|
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> i wanna
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> finish
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> the BOT
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> :|+
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> or im toast.
[20:29] <phenom[so]> you can finish while ur on here
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> sure
[20:29] <Ennx-SD-> k
[20:30] <Ennx-SD-> well
[20:30] <Ennx-SD-> now that you paused :)
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> GTG!
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> FAST
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> LIKE
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> a nascar
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> @ bot
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> k
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> brb
[20:31] <Ennx-SD-> quix
[20:32] <phenom[so]> lol ok