(01:46:58 AM) me: it's because you're self defeating
(01:47:24 AM) me: like "oh i can't do that cause..." or "i'm not pretty" "i'm stupid...." "i couldn't help....."
(01:47:45 AM) me: even though you're awesomely pretty/smart/reliable/nice/awesome
(01:48:08 AM) kim: Haha aww
(01:48:20 AM) kim: You sound like how my friend Daniel was
(01:48:43 AM) me: who?
(01:49:10 AM) kim: Daniel
(01:49:14 AM) me: dunno him
(01:49:16 AM) kim: A friend of mine
(01:49:22 AM) kim: Back in High School...
(01:49:26 AM) me: you said 'was'
(01:49:28 AM) me: what happened?
(01:49:33 AM) kim: He
(01:49:36 AM) kim: erm..
(01:49:45 AM) kim: Didn't want to be my friend anymore
(01:49:52 AM) me: why?
(01:49:55 AM) kim: Dunno
(01:50:01 AM) kim: Guess he just got tired of me.
(01:50:19 AM) me: :/
(01:50:59 AM) me: i'd tell you that i'll be there for you as much as i possibly can and it'd be true, but that wouldn't really help would it?
(01:51:10 AM) kim: He told me the same thing
(01:51:26 AM) kim: Not saying you'll be like that too
(01:51:29 AM) kim: but
(01:51:30 AM) me: i'm sorry
(01:51:31 AM) kim: You know.
(01:51:51 AM) kim: If you expect something, it probably won't happen.
(01:52:40 AM) me: i don't think he'd just stop being your friend all of a sudden
(01:53:09 AM) kim: well we were talking for a while
(01:53:16 AM) kim: we kept in touch after high school
(01:53:19 AM) kim: THen
(01:53:38 AM) kim: When... all that stuff was happening... like my grades and stuff
(01:53:45 AM) kim: I got a hold of him again
(01:53:53 AM) kim: since I lost contact of him over the summer
(01:53:56 AM) kim: and he said
(01:54:01 AM) kim: to never talk to him again
(01:54:05 AM) kim: I dunno what I did
(01:54:08 AM) kim: Or what happened
(01:54:12 AM) kim: But that's how it was
(01:54:23 AM) me: oh....did he get a girlfriend?
(01:54:30 AM) kim: Well yeah, but he had one before
(01:54:44 AM) kim: Same girl.
(01:54:48 AM) me: well you wouldn't believe me if i told you the reason
(01:54:56 AM) me: but i think i get why he did that
(01:55:02 AM) kim: Why?
(01:55:20 AM) me: you're not easy to get over, like
(01:55:27 AM) me: if someone likes you i don't think they'd ever get over you
(01:55:34 AM) me: just because of all the good things about you
(01:55:47 AM) me: so...if he really wanted to get serious about his girlfriend he wouldn't talk to you
(01:55:56 AM) me: or it would be a reinier/michi situation
(01:56:11 AM) kim: I suppose so
(01:56:24 AM) kim: Hold on lemme really think about that.
(01:57:52 AM) me: ok
(01:58:21 AM) me: you're honestly a really likeable person
(01:59:32 AM) kim: Wow
(01:59:35 AM) kim: omg
(01:59:39 AM) me: ?
(01:59:44 AM) kim: I see it.
(01:59:51 AM) kim: I think you just gave me the reason.
(02:00:10 AM) me: i did?
(02:00:24 AM) kim: Yes.
(02:00:27 AM) kim: Wow.
(02:00:28 AM) kim: Wooow
(02:00:43 AM) kim: A year and a half wondering what I did.....
(02:01:05 AM) me: you were just too awesome
(02:01:13 AM) kim: haha well I wouldn't say that...
(02:01:42 AM) kim: But wow, I ... I really...
(02:01:44 AM) kim: Thank you.