01[21:41] <Mixb1mp213> ugh.. I dced
01[21:41] <Mixb1mp213> are you upset with me that I'm not being as confident as I should be?
04[21:43] <04Taylor> well this chat keeps flashing but i dont see any text o.O
01[21:43] <Mix> umm..
01[21:43] <Mix> hello?
04[21:43] <04Taylor> no
01[21:44] <Dav1d> no what?
04[21:44] <04Taylor> no i'm not mad/
04[21:44] <04Taylor> thats what you just asked, lol
04[21:44] <04Taylor> brb
04[21:49] <04Taylor> back
04[21:50] <04Taylor> hello?
01[21:50] <Dav1d> I'm here.
01[21:50] <Dav1d> I'm just thinking
01[21:52] <Dav1d> I'm so confused right now
01[21:53] <Dav1d> well.. I'm just trying to think of something to ask you
01[21:53] <Dav1d> but I don't know how to put it
04[21:53] <04Taylor> just ask w'e? lol no need to word it special or anything
01[21:54] <Dav1d> I know I know, but I don't even really know what I want to ask
01[21:55] <Dav1d> iunno... how do you feel about me lately?.. I know that seems like a weird question..
04[21:56] <04Taylor> err that is a weird question
01[21:57] <Dav1d> iunno.. do you have any answer to that?
04[21:58] <04Taylor> well wouldnt that question already be obvious? lol
~~~ Start to build up my confidence there
[22:00] <Dav1d> Iunno =s maybe it should be to me, I just been confused lately > <
[22:00] <Dav1d> sorry =s
[22:04] <Dav1d> I just.. want you to say something.. thats all
[22:04] <04Taylor> idk, maybe if its not obvious to you then i'm confused
[22:05] <Dav1d> Well.. I'll try to explain
[22:08] <Dav1d> Before Christmas, when we started to made up, I felt that it was going to become better and better from there, so I was excited about that, and it made me feel so much happier when you made me the Christmas card but.. seemed like after that.. the silence starting to increase, and it almost felt that it was like back where we started before we made up.. thats why I was asking you that one day if
01[22:08] <Dav1d> there was anything wrong and why you seem so quiet around me
[22:08] <Dav1d> between that, I couldn't make sense of what was going on
[22:09] <Dav1d> Iunno if you were suddenly mad at me, if anythign was going on in rl
[22:09] <Dav1d> thats why it might not seem as obvious as it should..
[22:09] <Dav1d> I'm sorry if I offended you...
[22:10] <Dav1d> Do you understand why I feel confused?..
[22:10] <04Taylor> yeah
[22:11] <Dav1d> iunno.. can you answer my question for me..
[22:11] <04Taylor> what question?
[22:11] <Dav1d> I can't help the feeling I dissapointed you again
[22:11] <Dav1d> [21:55:06] <Dav1d> iunno... how do you feel about me lately?.. I know that seems like a weird question..
[22:12] <04Taylor> thats a weird question to explaina
[22:12] <Dav1d> iunno.. are you mad at me or.. anything?..
[22:13] <04Taylor> no
[22:14] <Dav1d> iunno.. I just want you to say something so I won't feel as confused..
[22:14] <Dav1d> iunno what
[22:14] <04Taylor> say what?
[22:14] <04Taylor> lol that doesnt help :P
[22:15] <Dav1d> ahhhh, dang it ~~ iunno
[22:16] <Dav1d> I don't want to say, lol.
[22:16] <04Taylor> ...tell me lol
[22:18] <Dav1d> I'm just thinking now whatever happens, I shouldn't feel discouraged.
[22:19] <Dav1d> it tends to be a problem, doesn't it? If I start losing my self confidence
[22:23] <Dav1d> iunno Taylor, I guess why I feel like this sometimes because it seems we really haven't talked in so long
[22:23] <Dav1d> it just bugs me
~~~ She started talking in other channels, ignoring me again > > I guess avoiding talking about this again.
[22:28] <Mix> I guess I'm going to go for the night
[22:28] <04Taylor> alright..
[22:29] <04Taylor> sorry
[22:29] <Mix> I'm just tired..
[22:30] <Mix> well, I guess I don't want to be on the computer atm.. but I'm tired
[22:30] <04Taylor> yeah i know you dont
[22:30] <04Taylor> and you might as well go get sleep
[22:30] <04Taylor> its late.
[22:31] <Mix> yeah..
[22:31] <Mix> I love you.. goodnight
(No responce from her)