Hi everyone,
At the moment i have so many thoughts going through my mind that i don't even know
where to start. This will be a long e-mail, so prepare yourselves.
These past 4 years that i was involved in this organization, either by volunteering,
either by doing the tasks of an operator, overall it has been an interesting and fun
part of my life. Sure it had its ups and downs, but now that i draw the line, i'm
happy and proud of my accomplishments, and i'm proud i took part in this virtual
society. I am also deeply grateful for some wonderful friendships i've tied during
this period of time, some of the people i've met here are great human beings from
which i've learned many things, and also had the honour to meet in person, and for
those who i've not yet seen eye to eye, you are no less special than the rest, and i
cherish our bond and will always.
I had mixed feelings about this decision, but unfortunately the recent events just
increased my determination, and i feel sorry it must come to this. I hoped, and even
prayed that this organization would flourish and become a highly professional and
warm place to be in, but as the days pass, i can only see CService degrading.
You see, i have come to a point in life where i can't afford to lose time. Most of
you probably know i'm now in college, studying medicine, and for those of you who
work in that domain, you know how hard it is, and how much studying is required. And
honestly, i would still stick around granted CService would continue providing the
passion it has provided till now, but with the recent changes in leadership, with
the recent resignations, with the recent and regretful lack of support and an almost
total lack of interest starting from our peers downwards, i can no longer wait for a
miracle to happen, and a part of my heart is broken because of this.
Since this will be my last e-mail to these lists, i will ask you to bear with me as
I will write something short for some of you. Starting from top to bottom:
xplora - as a person, i am glad to have met you, i am glad that i learned many
things from your knowledge, both general and undernet related, and i cherish all the
chats we had. As a coordinator, i am *very* disappointed. With your recent
promotion, i had hoped things might take a twist for the best, and i awaited atleast
something to change, but that has not happen and regretfully you have taken away the
last drop of passion and interest i had for this organization. Things may change in
the future, it's possible, but sadly i shall not be here to witness it.
Leoo - after all you have done, i truly hope you can sleep at night, I for one
couldn't.
Laccc - the incident between us *WAS* an involuntary mistake, and i will stand by
these words until i die. I'm sorry it happened, and i'm sorry if you think it was
deliberate.
Sammy - we have had short and rare interactions, but for what it's worth, the
support you provided me from time to time was helpful and appreciated. I wish you
all the best in life.
Saralee - when we talked, you have always been warm and kind, for that i thank you,
as for all the indications/advice you have given me. Best of luck to you and your
family.
zapp - i thank you for your kindness and for the support you offered me, i hope we
will remain friends.
intoit - even though some may've not understood your behaviour at times, to me you
have proven to be a friend, and i cherish the trust we share. Thank you for the
conversations we've had, they were always fun :)
Etherfast - need i say more? You have been the first person i have met and become
friend with in cservice, and that friendship stood high and tall until now. I had a
blast on our nights out, and i'd love repeating the experience. All the best to you.
ColdAs1ce - i wish you the best of luck working for RIPE in Amsterdam, i hope you
will become succesful and have a great life (and i loved the beers we drank together
when i visited you guys).
Julien - the support you provided me while i was a newcommer was *imense*, and i
thank you for it. We had great chats, and i still remember most from way back. Thank
you for your friendship.
kidnapper - our conversations were most often full of laughs, and for that i thank
you. You've been a great collegue and i wish you best in life.
Lorena - I hope you'll be reading this e-mail, because i want to mention how much i
loved the relationship we had. Wherever you are, i wish you the best of luck to you
and your children, may they stay healthy and grow to be succesful people.
KoGiTo - you have always been there for me and your warm words were always
comforting, we also share the same passion for medicine and i hope the bond that
ties us will last a lifetime. I am more than honoured to be your friend.
For the people that are glad to see me go, i wish you well and hope that in time you
will be able to forgive me, as for the rest, it has been a pleasure to be among you
guys. For any trainee that has learned anything from my experience and knowledge of
cservice matters, i am happy and proud to have taught you.
With that i will conclude this e-mail, and i appreciate your patience. My only wish
is that i will be allowed to visit #cservice from time to time and see how you all
are doing.
Thank you and farewell.
Wolfyx