[16:23:18] <+Biiaru> i'm going to be perfectly honest right now
[16:23:36] <+Biiaru> most of the #roleplay members (yes, misty, including you) have... well, they've gotten me upset lately.
[16:23:46] <+Biiaru> i like the room. a lot. i like the discussion that goes on there (well, most of it)
[16:24:10] <&Satoshi-kun> What happened Bii?
[16:24:15] <+Biiaru> but... it turns out that most, if not all of the people there act like dicks toward me, and it's been happening for a while.
[16:24:46] <&Satoshi-kun> Well Bii, I'd rather people openly be dicks than just saying things when you're not around.
[16:24:55] <+Biiaru> well, that happens too, it turns out!
[16:24:59] <&Satoshi-kun> :(
[16:24:59] <~Misty> i mostly find you annoying because you spend a bunch of time advertising
[16:25:03] <+Biiaru> i'm not too against people being dicks to me in person
[16:25:19] <+Biiaru> but then i go to find out that people have just been talking about me when i'm not around
[16:25:29] <+Biiaru> misty: i'm not even referring to recently altogether.
[16:25:35] <+Biiaru> i'm referring to... well, most of this year.
[16:25:35] <&Satoshi-kun> there is no roleplay in #roleplay
[16:25:42] <~Misty> it's like "HEY GUYS HOW ABOUT THAT #DYO CHANNEL HUH IT'S GREAT YEAH WE HAVE 20342423 MEMBERS IN #DYO YOU SHOULD GO TO #DYO YEP"
[16:25:48] <+Biiaru> lol misty.
[16:26:05] <&Satoshi-kun> Well, Misty had a point... too much advertising will drive people nuts.
[16:26:12] <+Biiaru> you do realize that when i'm doing that i'm really only talking to one or two people (like evvie) who have power there but never ever go.
[16:26:21] <+Biiaru> and, yeah, i do advertise too much.
[16:26:45] <+Biiaru> but
[16:26:46] <+Biiaru> anyway
[16:26:54] <+Biiaru> it's really hard for me to say this
[16:27:01] <+Biiaru> but i'm really tied up.
[16:27:18] <+Biiaru> i both really fucking hate that place and want to leave, and yet it's probably my favorite channel of all.
[16:27:33] <&Satoshi-kun> i know how you feel bii kinda
[16:27:35] <+Biiaru> yeah
[16:27:37] <+Biiaru> it's just
[16:27:41] <+Biiaru> it's fucking... retarded
[16:27:44] <+Biiaru> and the thing is
[16:27:49] <+Biiaru> most of the time i'm like
[16:27:54] <~Misty> roleplay has cool people but it has a lot of elitism
[16:27:54] <+Biiaru> "oh, i don't care what people think"
[16:27:59] <+Biiaru> but that's never ever ever true
[16:28:04] <+Biiaru> everyone DOES care what others think
[16:28:06] <+Biiaru> i'm no different
[16:28:13] <&Satoshi-kun> true
[16:28:17] <+Biiaru> and it's just
[16:28:19] <+Biiaru> it's really hard
[16:28:27] <&Satoshi-kun> yeah
[16:28:31] <&Satoshi-kun> it is
[16:28:35] <&Satoshi-kun> very
[16:28:36] <+Biiaru> and i want to make it so that i DON'T have to hate that place
[16:28:40] <+Biiaru> because i love it there.
[16:28:50] <+Biiaru> and i have no idea where to start.
[16:28:56] <&Satoshi-kun> Well, talk to Misyt
[16:28:57] <&Satoshi-kun> *misty
[16:28:59] <+Biiaru> lol
[16:29:00] <&Satoshi-kun> he might have some ideas
[16:29:06] <+Biiaru> well, that's the thing
[16:29:13] <+Biiaru> the real question is, would he help me
[16:29:19] <+Biiaru> or would ANYONE help me for that matter.
[16:29:19] <&Satoshi-kun> dunno
[16:29:27] <+Biiaru> and the booming voice in my head
[16:29:35] <&Satoshi-kun> I don't know the situation enough to be able to help you Bii
[16:29:39] <+Biiaru> is showing that that's going to end up being a resounding NO.
[16:30:42] <+Biiaru> but, uh
[16:30:43] <+Biiaru> misty
[16:30:50] <+Biiaru> yeah, i wouldn't mind any help
[16:30:56] <+Biiaru> or showing the others that little conversation there
[16:31:07] <~Misty> as far as roleplay goes it is a secondary channel for me, i only look at it if there is no conversation here or in smogon
[16:31:11] <+Biiaru> lol
[16:31:21] <~Misty> and i'm a longtime vet so i don't really have to earn respect anymore
[16:31:21] <+Biiaru> but you understand why i feel like i do, correct?
[16:31:25] <~Misty> yeah
[16:31:31] <~Misty> i'm just saying i dunno how to fix it
[16:31:32] <~Misty> lol
[16:31:34] <+Biiaru> it's just kinda tiring