(10:00:39) chillmaster: well
(10:00:42) chillmaster: if im not a hippie
(10:00:52) chillmaster: and I believe in karma
(10:00:54) chillmaster: then what am i?
(10:00:58) yarrliz: your justa guy, lost ina world and you dont knwo yourpalce
(10:01:04) yarrliz: so you make something up
(10:01:10) yarrliz: welcome to the club
(10:01:13) chillmaster: haha
(10:01:15) chillmaster: ok
(10:01:20) chillmaster: was about to s ay...
(10:01:21) chillmaster: :P
(10:01:24) yarrliz: and chanting and praying and meditating to insence
(10:01:26) yarrliz: wont fix it
(10:01:31) chillmaster: fix what?
(10:01:34) yarrliz: anything
(10:01:41) chillmaster: ok
(10:01:46) chillmaster: well im not doing it to fix anything
(10:01:48) yarrliz: learning who you are
(10:01:51) chillmaster: to be honest I dont know why I do it
(10:01:52) yarrliz: taking some risks
(10:02:01) yarrliz: challenging yourself
(10:02:07) yarrliz: finding people who love AND respect you
(10:02:12) yarrliz: thats the answer
(10:02:25) chillmaster: well it looks like you have found something like that
(10:02:28) chillmaster: s oim happyfor you
(10:02:32) chillmaster: however you still have a lot of hate
(10:02:40) chillmaster: you just tried to insult me 100x over
(10:02:46) yarrliz: at that point, no need for drugs, insence, chanting or praying
(10:02:50) chillmaster: meanwhile I was doing nothing but trying tobe happy for you
(10:02:52) chillmaster: so w/e
(10:02:55) chillmaster: im still happy for you
(10:03:00) yarrliz: trust me, saying what you think and feel are good things
(10:03:09) chillmaster: I do say what I think and feel
(10:03:09) yarrliz: they are things I have wanted to say for a long time
(10:03:13) chillmaster: and I am honestly happy for you
(10:03:16) yarrliz: and I just bottled it up
(10:03:18) chillmaster: and sorry you still hold a grudge
(10:03:23) chillmaster: well
(10:03:27) yarrliz: a grude? no
(10:03:30) chillmaster: then im happy I gave you the chance to let something loose
(10:03:31) yarrliz: wanted you to know how I felt
(10:03:31) yarrliz: yes
(10:03:34) chillmaster: like I said in the beginning
(10:03:36) chillmaster: keep it coming
(10:03:40) chillmaster: it sounds like a waterfall
(10:03:55) yarrliz: had to stop my mom from trying to control me
(10:04:09) yarrliz: she compensated for two kids who were taken when she was younger by over doing it with me
(10:04:24) yarrliz: finaly prosacuted lance for what he did
(10:04:31) yarrliz: told jason to fuck off
(10:04:38) yarrliz: for his drive to dig me in with drugs
(10:04:55) yarrliz: told andrew he was an asshole for getting me drunk and having sex with me
(10:05:04) yarrliz: and needed to tell you that I am a real person
(10:05:15) yarrliz: not someone to play with then go back to your puter and meditate