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#639004 ·published 2007-07-30 08:38 UTC
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Exophase:	I have some people..
EligZero:	Yeah, they do, they really do
Exophase:	I'm really isolated here, but I won't be here for that much longer.
EligZero:	It's good that you wont be for long
Exophase:	Maybe I was being too selfish, and this is what happened as a result too.
EligZero:	Does she know that Im okay? Last time I talked to her, I kinda went off the deep end.
Exophase:	Yes, she knows.
EligZero:	I dunno, I think you did a good thing, ultimately
EligZero:	You did it for the right reasons
EligZero:	All the right reasons
Exophase:	That doesn't really mean that it was the right thing to do.
EligZero:	And I think that's whats important, intention
EligZero:	Well, I mean, I dunno
EligZero:	I think you're a good guy :P
Exophase:	I had tons of reservations about it.
EligZero:	Yeah, exaclty, you went about it the right way
Exophase:	I shouldn't have done something that I had such a hard time with from the start.
EligZero:	You had reservations
EligZero:	Well, it's in the past
EligZero:	And look
Exophase:	Yeah..
EligZero:	Im really A LOT better off
EligZero:	I am
EligZero:	Really
EligZero:	And Amanda SEEMS happier, somewhat
Exophase:	I guess in a way this is good for me too.
EligZero:	So yeah
Exophase:	Proves to me that I don't need anyone for life to be bearable.
Exophase:	That I don't need anyone to make me feel like I'm worthy of living.
Exophase:	It's not really easy right now, but it's nothing like how it was before.
Exophase:	This is all a joke compared to how everything felt last time.
EligZero:	Yeah, I feel the same
EligZero:	Exactly the same
EligZero:	And in a way, it's thanks to you.
EligZero:	So thank you
Exophase:	You shouldn't thank me for her leaving, I never wanted her to leave.
Exophase:	I tried to get her to stay.
Exophase:	I almost got her to go back.
EligZero:	Yeah, well... I dunno, in the long run things turned out well. And you got me a Wii! AND, you never held it against me when I went completely batshit crazy and threatened to kill you. I am so sorry about that, btw.
Exophase:	That's okay. Everyone goes a little crazy sometimes.
Exophase:	I know I have.
EligZero:	Yeah, I think we've all been there... Maybe >_> <_<
Exophase:	It's not like I hold anything against y