I don't know how I want to start this, but I just wanted to write down a few things. I love you, and I love every second that I am with you, and I'm sorry that I am sometimes a pain about some things, or that I worry, but it's because I love you that I worry so much. Every thought that makes it's way through my head is always in some way related to you, if not directly about you, when I am going to see you next, what you are doing, how you are, or just what's on your mind. And the thoughts are what keeps me happy in the time between when you leave, and when I see you or talk to you again, of course talking to you is always much better than just talking to you on the computer. I am typing this and I keep thinking about sitting on the couch with you, the way I have my hand in yours, the way you lean over, the feeling knowing that you are next to me, the security in it, is unimaginable. The way you speak, the smell of your perfume, the look in your eyes, it all makes me so happy, but none more than when I see you smile, that always makes me so happy, it's really undescribable, I just feel peaceful, and calm, and relaxed, when I am around you is when I am the most like myself, the real me, so I guess it's possible to say that you are what makes me the real me, you make me me. When I sit and I think about what I have done in my life, all I can think about is the future, it's like all I have done in my past is erased, because I have you, and you are my future, you are my love, you are what will keep me together, forever, and ever. I really want this to be something that is somewhat supportive, or something, because I want you to know that I am here, and will always be here for you. I just want you to know that, I don't expect you to just be better with eating, I know it will take a little bit of time, but I am willing to do whatever to help you, hell I will even cook, and feed you if you want, that's how much this means to me that you are willing to work on it. I wish I could word this exactly how I am thinking it, but somewhere between my brain, and the keys the words escape, or just don't exist, it's as if I need to make up words to describe my feelings for you. And I know how you are about grammar, and spelling, so I wouldn't even try to make up a word, also because it wouldn't make sense. Just know this, before we started talking I was a very different person, you changed my life so much, and for the better at that. That is in part how I know that you are perfect for me, that we will always be together, because you actually care about me, and you do everything you can to make me happy, and you are always there, and love me. I really don't know how to finish writing this either, because right now I am thinking about Friday, and if I should continue it, and give you this Friday, but I already planned something for Friday so I think I will just give you this now, and the other Friday. I love you Alison, and that's all I am trying to get across in this, and that I don't know what I would do in life without you, I'll always be here, I love you.