Well it's been quite the year! It started out rocky but now i'm thinking everythings gonna be okay. I've met some pretty amazing people and lost some as well! Some due to death, ando some due to things that couldn't be resolved. I've learned that you can't always trust people as much as you'd like too, because when they take their masks off you relaize they are not the people you thought they were. Some challenges have been made, especially for me and Mel, but we got threw them all okay!! :) and we're stronger then ever! < It was a hell of a rollercoaster aye kiddo?!?> I've had some tears, well a lot :P, was stuck at some cross roads, had to get up and leave everything behind for a while just to be able to be free, when packing my bags fell to my knees and bawled wondering why I had to leave all of this behind for such a stupid reason. Finally realizing I HAD NO CHOICE but to give it up!!!
Made some pretty bad choices, judged people on what others said about the, figuring that because more then one person says it has to be true but I was wrong. And now realize he's pretty amazing and cool :P Met an amazing boy who loves me more then anything in the world! And I am so thankful at the end of the day, because I love him too!! :) Made some amazing new bff's Steph, Ashley, Kirst, Jen, Brent :) Your all amazing! I also lost one to cancer R.I.P Jacob, I'll love you and remember your forever!!!
Lessons... hmm what have a I learned?!? well.. you have to fall... you have to get hurt... you have to feel the human emotions, it's part of growing up! And if you don't then you haven't really lived yet! And love?!? hah well it takes a shitload of work but it's all worth it :) TRUST ME!! and I love you babe!! Couldnt' be happier!!! And friend? I really started to realize who my true friends were! and who are just flat out fake! But the thing I've learned the most is Life goes on! So take those chances and do those things, cause you never know how long you have to do them and take them!!!
Anyways i'm just babbling on!! I love you all!!! and you mean the world to me!!!! And those of you in here hopefully you know who you are :P
<33 Thomas
xOxo Toodles!!! ch'vous aimes tous!!!
I love that boy!! with those pretty eyes that drive me wild!! I will love that boy, oh yes I will love that boy <333