[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:03 AM] Borgwillrule: im going to transition my style over when im up there with you
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:17 AM] Borgwillrule: too bad..
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:22 AM] Rhonda: ok transition to what a christian
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:32 AM] Borgwillrule: i am not a christian
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:39 AM] Rhonda: yes you ae
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:42 AM] Borgwillrule: how many times do we have to go over this..
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:49 AM] Rhonda: not enough
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:57:59 AM] Borgwillrule: well until you believe it ill give you the same speil..
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:58:09 AM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:58:12 AM] Borgwillrule: if they can not accept me for who i am
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:58:19 AM] Borgwillrule: with whatever style i choose
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:58:20 AM] Borgwillrule: for myself
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:58:52 AM] Borgwillrule: then so be it
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:02 AM] Rhonda: well dont be suprised if grandma gets a hold of you about the wiccan stuff
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:26 AM] Borgwillrule: it is an old religion that has nothing to do with satanism
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:31 AM] Borgwillrule: i dont lay curses on people
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:39 AM] Borgwillrule: i dont bewitch things to hurt people
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:42 AM] Borgwillrule: i use nature to cure people
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:46 AM] Borgwillrule: i use my ablities to help others
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:53 AM] Borgwillrule: and to bring peoples pain to happiness
[Thursday June 07 2007 11:59:57 AM] Borgwillrule: and their sorrows to smiles
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:00:03 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:00:04 PM] Borgwillrule: if that is so wrong
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:00:05 PM] Borgwillrule: then too bad
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:00:43 PM] Borgwillrule: i dont have to believe in any god or fear anything of that sort
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:00:53 PM] Rhonda: true
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:10 PM] Borgwillrule: if an all knowing god is so benevolent to let this world become what it has and do nothing about it then i have to wonder..
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:15 PM] Rhonda: having faith in something bigger than you is a hard thing to do
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:24 PM] Borgwillrule: it isnt about me
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:27 PM] Borgwillrule: its about my abilities
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:29 PM] Borgwillrule: and my gift to heal
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:31 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:41 PM] Borgwillrule: thats why i want to go into Psychology
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:01:49 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:16 PM] Borgwillrule: i dont think she can honestly say anything about me being wiccan
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:21 PM] Borgwillrule: if she actually reads into it
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:25 PM] Borgwillrule: from no biased sources
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:28 PM] Borgwillrule: non*
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:39 PM] Borgwillrule: then she will understand it isnt a religion that hates anyone else
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:02:47 PM] Borgwillrule: it respects others just as it wishes to be respected
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:07 PM] Rhonda: that is just it you should not read in to it you should read it for what it really is not what you think it should b3
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:24 PM] Borgwillrule: christians have a tendancy to do that latter
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:30 PM] Rhonda: what is it (it) is an intity
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:44 PM] Rhonda: you should not worship idols
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:48 PM] Borgwillrule: i dont worship idols
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:55 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:03:56 PM] Borgwillrule: i worship nature and life
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:01 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:01 PM] Borgwillrule: the seasons
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:03 PM] Rhonda: enough
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:10 PM] Rhonda: we will talk later on this
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:15 PM] Borgwillrule: your the one who always brings this up
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:21 PM] Borgwillrule: and i give you the same answers
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:23 PM] Borgwillrule: its not going to change
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:30 PM] Rhonda: i understand only part and i would rather have this conversation in person ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:35 PM] Borgwillrule: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:36 PM] Rhonda: sorry
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:40 PM] Borgwillrule: fine
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:51 PM] Borgwillrule: all i can tell you is that yes
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:55 PM] Borgwillrule: it can be used to do bad things
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:04:59 PM] Borgwillrule: yes you can use it to harm others
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:05:18 PM] Borgwillrule: but the founding rule of Wicca is "Do what thou will lest it cause no harm."
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:05:38 PM] Borgwillrule: those who choose to harm others get 3X more harm back from what they do
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:05:43 PM] Borgwillrule: its called the 3 fold Law
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:05:55 PM] Borgwillrule: you believe in Karma
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:05:58 PM] Borgwillrule: this is no different..
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:06:00 PM] Rhonda: no
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:20 PM] Rhonda: are you there sonshine
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:27 PM] Rhonda: are you mad at me
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:28 PM] Borgwillrule: yes
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:37 PM] Rhonda: is that the last conversation until tomorrow
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:41 PM] Rhonda: well ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:54 PM] Borgwillrule: i said yes
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:56 PM] Borgwillrule: to im still here
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:23:58 PM] Borgwillrule: im not mad
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:24:08 PM] Rhonda: ok
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:24:12 PM] Borgwillrule: i just am a bit disappointed that i cant be accepted for who i am
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:24:16 PM] Borgwillrule: you said it shouldnt matter
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:24:34 PM] Rhonda: i accept you for you not for what you do and i do not have to accept what you do
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:10 PM] Rhonda: there are many things that shouldnt matter but christianity and god are something totally different
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:19 PM] Rhonda: and that is that
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:37 PM] Borgwillrule: my choices are my own
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:47 PM] Rhonda: that is correct
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:48 PM] Borgwillrule: im allowed to have them
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:51 PM] Rhonda: yes
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:25:58 PM] Borgwillrule: if i dont choose christianity then thats my choice
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:26:01 PM] Borgwillrule: and it should be accepted
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:26:02 PM] Borgwillrule: it wont change
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:26:06 PM] Rhonda: but your making a bad one when it comes to GOD
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:26:29 PM] Rhonda: i just hope that at some time soon you reconsider that decision
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:26:43 PM] Borgwillrule: i will not
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:27:01 PM] Borgwillrule: you need to at least accept that i wont change and just get over it
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:27:10 PM] Borgwillrule: accept me for who i am no matter the choices i make or what i do
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:27:26 PM] Borgwillrule: i am unique and its my choices and way in life that makes me unique
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:27:53 PM] Rhonda: being a wiccan is not unique it is an abomination
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:28:30 PM] Borgwillrule: then im an abomination
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:28:37 PM] Borgwillrule: im your abomination
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:28:44 PM] Borgwillrule: and even if i am hated by your god
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:28:46 PM] Borgwillrule: i still love you
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:28:50 PM] Borgwillrule: and that is that
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:09 PM] Rhonda: a unrulely child is an embarassment to his mother
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:21 PM] Borgwillrule: i am far from unruley so dont pull that shit..
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:27 PM] Rhonda: i still love you also sonshine
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:40 PM] Rhonda: rebelious
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:42 PM] Rhonda: you are
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:29:52 PM] Borgwillrule: there isnt anything to rebel from
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:00 PM] Borgwillrule: i am me
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:01 PM] Rhonda: GOD
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:11 PM] Borgwillrule: i dont believe in the christian god but i do believe in god
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:11 PM] Rhonda: that is who you are rebelling against
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:18 PM] Borgwillrule: our gods arent the same though
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:22 PM] Borgwillrule: thats what ive been told by many christians
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:45 PM] Rhonda: that is correct your god is nothing like mine
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:30:56 PM] Rhonda: mine is more powerful that yours will ever be
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:31:14 PM] Rhonda: he is the creator of heaven and earth and all of nature
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:31:24 PM] Rhonda: he created yoy
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:31:27 PM] Rhonda: YOU
[Thursday June 07 2007 12:32:01 PM] Rhonda: all other gods are idoltalirians