JmMj 050: i dunno i wish i could rekindle by friendship w/ doctor brown so i could go back in time and not have to deal w/ this lol
Macada12: haha what
Macada12: i'm so confused
JmMj 050: back to the future refernece but
JmMj 050: i dunno what to say so i guess ill just be honest instead of trying to bullshit cuz ur not my english teacher
Macada12: alrightt
JmMj 050: i think u are amazing but it might hurt me to be your friend then to not be your friend.. if that makes any sense
JmMj 050: more*
Macada12: how can you think i'm amazing? you've only known me for like a month!
JmMj 050: umm
JmMj 050: i dont know maybe im weird or maybe im wrong
JmMj 050: but
JmMj 050: i go to uri with a bunch of hoebag beach blondes with an IQ of 20 if they cheat
JmMj 050: you seem smart cool and cute
JmMj 050: idunno
JmMj 050: i know im weird but i guess thats just the way i am
Macada12: i'm only cute?
Macada12: haha
Macada12: i think we should still remain friends
JmMj 050: well if amazing is 2 much of a compliment then i wont say beautiful
Macada12: you couldnt of fallen that deep for me , and if you did then you must be mistaking it for lust
JmMj 050: i never said the word love
Macada12: i know
Macada12: i didnt say you did
JmMj 050: ive never said that to a girl... hopefully one day
Macada12: dont do it now
Macada12: wait until you can settle down
Macada12: loving someone too young just fucks everything up
JmMj 050: umm
JmMj 050: i dunno
JmMj 050: i dont hookup with girls a lot even when ic an cuz it doesnt really satisfy me
JmMj 050: at this point of my life
Macada12: yeah but its too hard
Macada12: expecially during college
JmMj 050: id rather have a gf. i was never ready to earlier in my life cuz of my sister but im hopin im ready im sure ill find out
Macada12: well i hope you find one
Macada12: but if your looking at me, i am definatly not the person. i just got out of a 3 yr relationship and the last thing i want is another relationship
Macada12: but i would love to be your friend
JmMj 050: i dunno what i was thinkin
Macada12: which is what i thought we were!
Macada12: haha what do you mean? of course you did
Macada12: i just didnt know what you were thinking
Macada12: or i would of let you know earlier
JmMj 050: lol
JmMj 050: umm
JmMj 050: listen
Macada12: listening
JmMj 050: if ur ever havin trouble and u need help then just ask me and i will help. shit is too awkward now i just dont feel like doing the friendship thing. but if ur ever in trouble u can come to me
Macada12: haha what
Macada12: i dont care, we're doing the friendship thing
Macada12: it wont be awkward at all darling
Macada12: it will be the same
JmMj 050: lol
JmMj 050: just so u know
JmMj 050: even tho i thot u were the shit. i never really intended to ask u to be my gf, or least not anytime soon. i aint gonna be somebodys rebound. i have self respect... i was jus tryin to see how shit went
Macada12: haha i know
Macada12: i didnt think you were
JmMj 050: lol u def did
JmMj 050: i mean
JmMj 050: you are smarter than i am... but not that much smarter lol
Macada12: no i actually thought you were trying to hook up with me
JmMj 050: well
JmMj 050: i wanted too. but i didnt cuz i remembered at the begginin u just brokw up w/ ur bf and im not a scumbag
JmMj 050: i was waiting to see how shit went. waiting for things to happen lol
Macada12: and this is how it went
Macada12: so your plan still worked
JmMj 050: but i wasnt just trying to like get w/ u. like its not all physical if it were i woulda just tried to get w/ u asap regardless of when u brokeup w ur bf
Macada12: haha or not your "plan"
Macada12: but your intentions
Macada12: yeah i know
JmMj 050: ok ur not just lettin me dance around this so ill just say it
JmMj 050: it will be hard for me to b your friend b/c i really like u n care about u and the more i am near u the more that will be reenforced
JmMj 050: happy????
Macada12: hmm
Macada12: well
Macada12: i dont care
Macada12: we're staying friends
Macada12: mmk?
Macada12:
JmMj 050: lol u just wont take no for an answer
Macada12: that is correct
JmMj 050: why i dont get it
Macada12: because i want to be your friend.
JmMj 050: why im really not that great
Macada12: haha because your already my friend
Macada12: why lose one?