Raul Ortiz 8:05 pm
Sorry
Alex Zalir 8:05 pm
hm?
I can't really reply to that sorry
might try later
Raul Ortiz 8:06 pm
No just in general sorry
Alex Zalir 8:06 pm
We're just two very difference people, s'all good
Alex Zalir 8:08 pm
I'm more frustrated then I am pissed if that helps?
Raul Ortiz 8:08 pm
Can I ask why
Alex Zalir 8:08 pm
I find you to be fatalistic at times, and that a POV I just don't get
I'm an incredibly hopeful person
always looking for other ways, willing to take advice
Raul Ortiz 8:09 pm
Fatalistic?
Alex Zalir 8:11 pm
Yes, when something bad happens or someone critisizes you you tend to get hrm... 'there is no solution! *throws hands up in air*' (I'm exagerating to demonstrate) You eventually work it out, wich is awesome.
Your almost as astubborn as I am, wich likely doesn't help to me at times
Raul Ortiz 8:22 pm
I just get really frustrated when the one thing I'm any good at has a flaw I can't see or understand. Especially when I can't help but put large chunks of myself into it to try and make the best product I can at all times. If I can't see when I'm talking down to or just at a person in an arrogant fashion, it means I'm doing that in person too and not even realizing it. So like I said, sign of a bigger problem I should fix, worse because as hyperaware of my failings as I am, that I missed something like that pretty much pissed me off.
So, I have to work harder now to watch for that
So please don't feel like I don't appreciate the criticism
because I crave it really
Thank you for that
Alex Zalir 8:24 pm
I know you do, I just....have bad reactions to people to people getting critisism and getting worked up. I know its your way of nanalysing it and working it through. I'm so used to it being a negative thing rather then a positive
Raul Ortiz 8:27 pm
Get to know me longer you'll see the full spectrum of esoterica that comprises my brain.
Alex Zalir 8:27 pm
Get to know me and you'll realize I can stubborn my way through anything
Alex Zalir 8:29 pm
I also son't get pissed very often
just frustrated