dear hana,
i hope u're doing alright.. i was worried last night.. 2.30 ge ferry in mikolhah aee ves hana
vain fahun :) eheh.. and guess wot, i had to walk all the way to home and dhuahakuves
nuhingaa magakun reyga hingaalan libunu ;) spooky yet thrillin! :P so yeah, aslu mi msg mi
lianee dhoa.. vara bodu vaahaka thakeh bunan vegen..
Kommes varakah ingifa in gothun you're havin some complications at home dhw? i
undrstand how hard it would be for yu.. mothers can be very over protective at times.. ekam
aslu bunantha? eyge moral vara rangalhu aslu.. baeh faharu hithah araane hama mamma
menakah neyngeyne ey thimanna akee bodu meehekey, ekamves, mainbafannah dharin
dhuvahakuves bodeh nuvaane emeehunnah abadhuves dharin vaanee loluge dhe koe fadha
hama.. kithamme goas mamma akas, kithamme ehchihi kiaa mamma akas, aslu mamma
ge hithu thereyga dhari fulhah onna loaibakee allah e dharifulhu e mamma ge bandun ufan
veehsureh lavvavaafa onna ehcheh and that can never be changed..
Hana akee aslu vara rangalhu kujjeh as far as i know.. ure varah varah discplined, vara
well-behaving and vara respct kurey meehunnah.. plus ure very strong and brave.. i knw
hana ge dreams hana chase koffiyaa hana ah eychis accomplish vaane kan because you're
strong.. i dnt know much about yu because u dnt tell me.. but ingun varakun mi bunee aslu..
and i knw im right..
And reyga u said dhoa mamma nuvahdhan ulhuneema ehen thanakah gos dhaanamey
ves.. aslu ei vedhaane kameh ingeytha, ekamu u have no idea how hard it is to manage
alone.. adhi thihaa young iru.. u have a whole life ahead of you and mi point ga amilla ah
abandon vumakee life ga negeyne emme worst decision akah vaane kan guarantee, im not
sayin u wud do it.. i knw hana akee vara visney kujjah kan :) baeh faharu ehen rulhi ais
hunna faharu faharu nuvisnunas eheh.. i knw this because i study ppl well.. ekan kuran
vegen india in human psychology kieveee ves hehe ;)
Hana ah ingeytha, even my family ves baeh faharu hama ekkoh disown kollaa vaahaka ves
dhakkaa jehey massala thakuga.. but i don't fight back.. emeehun hadhaane gotheh hadhan
dhekah hunnanee because insha allah finally amilla fai mahchah kolhah thedhuve vifa
miadhu mihiree.. i can manage myself well.. ekamves its different for yu dhoa dhoonyaa.. ur
studying and hana ge eboiy bodu bodu future eh ahead of yu.. a very bright future im sure..
And and yu knw something, there's this sister of mine.. ebbafaa dhahtha eh.. eyna ves kuda
iru gengulhevifa huri gothun eyna ge future othee jaluga she's still incaracerated for drug
abuse and theft.. mihaaru its been 4 years.. adhives eyna ge sentence ga eboiy baakee 3
years... eyna ge mamma eyna ekkoh disown kolleema she started livin with us, my mom
eyna ah hama dhari akah dheyhaa loabi dheegen gengulhuny.. ekamu trust issues thakeh
hunnaathy ve hama eyna ves beyrakah varah nufonuvaane.. dhen eyna vagah dhaan
feshee.. aslu vaane gothakee eyna ehaa vara hifeytteema, she becomes rebellious, the
rebel inside her grows and grow vamun vamun gos eythi ekkoh beyrah nukutheema, eyna
mamma aa dhekolhah rebel koffa mamma bunaa bas naahaa beyrah dhaan feshee.. eyge
kurin eyna vara bas ahaane.. ehen dhaan fashaafa month eh nuvey, feg boakan bust vejje..
so mamma vara bodah hifaattan feshee anekkaaves.. dhen eyna ah nuves hifeytteyne thaa
dhoa, because eyna eyru dhen huree control in nettifa .. so she moved out ingey.. and she
moved in to another house with her bf eyruga.. ei ves hakuru boa gola eh.. dhuvas kolheh
fahun aharumenah adu ivunee nahalaalah bandubodu vegen ulhey adu.. dhen anekkaa
hakuru boan feshi adu.. emmen ves vara dhera vi ekamu keehkuraanee, magun
kassaaleema anburaa hama magah elhuvaa kah neennaane viyyaa..
Even in ur case, ingeytha.. aslu e vaa gothakee, kudakoh trust issues probably.. or kuda
iruhsureh ehen gengulhevifa hureema kamah ves vedhaane im not sure, because hana
kaireega naahaathee and naahanee cause personal matter eh veema.. aslu vara vara
beynun ingen.. i care a lot about you.. you cant even IMAAAAGINE how much i do.. hama
huvaa hana hithahves naaraane aslu.. vara visney thi hurihaa kamakaa.. i donno dhoa.. u
probably might hav noticed.. or not.. ekamves..
I wanna b there for yu.. komme kameh ga viyakas.. i WILL b there for yu.. hana buni komme kamehga help and support dheynan..
u know, assu i see somethin very special in you.. quite cannot figure out what it is.. hama visnan ulhe ulhe ves eggothakahves neyngunu..there are things in life which are pretty
unexplainable.. no matter how hard i try to explain it, i wouldn't find the words to.. i mean..
you're amazing.. ei buneveyne ehchakee.. if my heart spoke, assu feelings thah
ossaalaanan! :P but keehkuraanee.... kury dhuhu ves hama neendhevigen message kuree y r u so unique ey kiaaha :P I donno..
Eheh and proffesionally koh ves bunanyaa....ure doing an invaluable work for the committee and for the nation.. hana ge visnun meega vara thanavas.. vara unbiased :)
to be precise..
you're a gorgeous, extraordinary, brave girl whom i completely admire..
<3
Take good care .. Mwah <3