Her
Jan 2, 2012 – 5:36am
I wish I could have seen the devastation in Joplin. Well, I could have but I chose not to because I was scared. I had planned on riding with a church group to Joplin to volunteer, but I backed out last minute because I am not a Christian and I felt like that would make them frown upon me or try to convert me. - Selfish I know. One of the only many experiences I have missed out on because of my insecurities.
I know I am a asshole.
Me
Jan 2, 2012 – 6:34am
I don't think it makes you an asshole. Lots of people did, but lots of people have lives, too. Can't fault people for having priorities, or even fears. Ironically, I actually did volunteer with a church group. It... could have been a more pleasant experience, I actually found myself getting annoyed when our delivery drivers took time out to pray instead of actually delivering supplies to needy families. I mean, I understand they were stressed out, but we all were, and the rest of us were dealing with it. Plus it seemed like most of the church members just rode around in carts while we volunteers (of a variety of backgrounds and religions), did all the work. But still, at the end of the day, people got their food and water (And diapers, at least those were light!) and that's what's really important!
Honestly, if the church group had've known, they might've tried to convert you, anyways. But at least those are just words, y'know? They can't turn someone down for a different religion or anything. Not like the Salvation Army destroying Harry Potter toys; there's no failed volunteer bins. That's my theory at least; but then, I come from a strongly religious family who is Conservative, so I had to develop a thick skin quick. I think you shouldn't kick yourself over it and look ahead instead of behind. Many more life experiences await! And many more destructive natural disasters!
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Wait, that wasn't very optimistic at all!
So what's in West Plains to stay sane? Also apologies if I seem sort've on the rambling side, I haven't actually been to sleep yet, the dang New Years completely destroyed my sleep schedule. Something I'm rectifying here in a few.
Her
Jan 2, 2012 – 3:14pm
LOL. No, it is not optimistic but it is realistic. There will be many more opportunities for me to contribute and help those in need. Thank you for bringing that to light for me, because I was dwelling on the shame of not going (over my selfish motivations)... but looking forward, I know I can do something good for someone. Thank you for making me see that.
Ugh... West Plains? The only things in West Plains are Wal-Mart, shopping centers, bars, about 75 thousand churches, and a hospital. I think would rather go to the hospital than to church. Kidding sort of.... but my day consists of working. I usually work 6AM to 2PM... but my schedule is like a 25 dollar hooker, you never know what you're gonna get. Then I come home (to my lair) throw on PJ's and lounge around. 90% of my week consists of this routine and the other 10% would be some form of human contact such as going to my parents house or hanging with friends.
How do ya like Springfield? Are you in Springfield now or still in Joplin? Are you from MO? And what do you do, like to do, or whatever your little heart wants to pour out.
Me
Jan 3, 2012 – 9:39pm
Sounds about like my schedule in Joplin, admittedly. Well except for the working part, unfortunately, man I miss working. Shame it's gone with the wind - literally, in this case, haha.
I'm not in Springfield just yet, still in the Joplin area. Springfield is quite large, I haven't really punctured the interior much, just been to the Battlefield Mall, checked out some of the stores, and hit up a couple of thrift shops to see what they had. Almost made a couple of purchases before realizing that'd just be all the more to move, so ended up only learning a bit of the lay of the land! But I'm liking what I see so far, at least. Also checked out Ozark, Nixa, Rogersville, and such. After all, still not sure where I'm moving to just yet, might as well see what all there is to offer. May be getting a place in Nixa, really, nice, high-class area.
And myself? I like playing video games, watching TV (I have a soft spot for British television, plus a few Japanese shows; not so big on anime, I like watching comedy groups like Downtown on the rare opportunities there are translations... speaking of, I missed the New Years Batsu Game. Well, guess I know what I'm downloading tonight.) I like listening to music, though my music choices are beyond obscure, and I like writing and doing art. Unfortunately I don't actually do much of the latter, it's too easy for me to get distracted. And occasionally I dabble in photography and music, though the only instrument I have experience with is the harmonica, and mine is out of tune, I haven't actually gotten a new one yet. Plus it was a tremolo, not a diatonic or chromatic, so no great loss there.
Yourself? What keeps your interest?
Her
Jan 3, 2012 – 9:53pm
Wow, you are way more dynamic than I am. I don't even know how to respond. I don't have interests. I have no skills.
I am sorry... I just have nothing to contribute.