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Alex Zalir 8:30 pm
    so, Shade and Punk really should have a talk

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:31 pm
    i'm actually having second thoughts about the whole bdsm thing in general

 Alex Zalir 8:31 pm
    I don't expect them to go that way honestly
    but the talk about the masochism thing should happen

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:32 pm
    we could jsut retcon it entirely

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:32 pm
    including punk enjoying having his hands tied and being blindfolded

 Alex Zalir 8:32 pm
    But...
    That was really interesting character development, for both of them
    and it did effect how I've been playing Shade on the Tumblr
    I'd rather not retcon all that

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:33 pm
    can we just put it off for a while then
    the whole subject is making me feel a little weird

 Alex Zalir 8:33 pm
    If your not com...was about to say that part yes

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:34 pm
    sorry :<

 Alex Zalir 8:34 pm
    Hey at least your telling me
    But yes, I would really not retcon it
    honestly if they talk and open up things will likely smooth over easily

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:35 pm
    we'll work on it once i understand it better because honestly...
    i was using it as little more than smur experimenting
    i didn't see it as development
    and that bothers me
    when i understand it as a lifestyle a little bit more i'll consider what it's doing to punk
    but at the moment i'm not really capable of seeing it as more than a fetish

 Alex Zalir 8:36 pm
    I'd honestly rather they not get into the Dom Sub stuff if thats alright with you?

 Alex Zalir 8:36 pm
    I cannot play Shade as a true Dom, it's not in his nature

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:37 pm
    yeah and punk is really not seeing it as much more than another way to enjoy sex
    like me >_>
    it's a relationship thing, and i just... can't wrap my head around it just yet

 Alex Zalir 8:38 pm
    And unfortuantly, these two aren't the greatest at communication
    But yes, I get where you're coming from

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:39 pm
    ini thanks

 Alex Zalir 8:39 pm
    I hope you get where I'm coming from in using it as character development?

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:40 pm
    yeah i do
    or uh, i don't, but i get that i need to
    i'm missing something :I
    we'll work on it
    just not now. i can't help punk if i don't understand what's going on myself.

 Alex Zalir 8:41 pm
    Talk to Bones

 Punk Screwcrusher 8:41 pm
    always