[11:20] <Connected> sorry just hate when people mess with me, as soon as i asked them u asked me literally 2 mins after lol
[11:21] <Lily> oh
[11:21] <Lily> sorry
[11:21] <Lily> that was just a coincidence :)
[11:23] <Connected> tho am curious why you asked me lol
[11:24] <Lily> cause i saw you talking
[11:25] <Connected> i hate i cant lay on my stomach
[11:26] <Lily> why is that?
[11:26] <Connected> got circumcised friday, my back neck n side hurt from laying on my side :( lol
[11:27] <Lily> why would you do that ??
[11:27] <Lily> the circumcision part
[11:28] <Connected> honestly, for hygeine, and second main part is because alot of girls would turn me down n not give me a chnace cause i wasnt cut, not even lying
[11:29] <Lily> is your dick you busness card when you meet girls?
[11:29] <Lily> you just flip that and see what comes?
[11:29] <Connected> no lol
[11:29] <Lily> then what
[11:30] <Lily> wait
[11:30] <Lily> show me a pic of you :)
[11:31] <Connected> when it comes to that after knowing em for awhile they see i wasnt n stopped being interested
[11:31] <Connected> http://a1.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/297901_2529283070004_1191284147_3135684_1977900155_n.jpg
[11:32] <Lily> cute, a bondie :)
[11:32] <Connected> a what
[11:32] <Lily> you look sweet, why would girls even be interested in the cut crap
[11:32] <Lily> blondie*
[11:32] <Lily> sorry :)
[11:32] <Connected> its my bad luck really. can never find a girl to like me for me
[11:33] <Lily> you didnt find the right girl yet
[11:33] <Lily> or you should change the place where you look for them :)
[11:33] <Connected> http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/311711_2597877784829_1191284147_3198235_860251123_n.jpg
[11:34] <Lily> army..
[11:34] <Lily> hm
[11:34] <Connected> wut
[11:35] <Lily> army isnt appealing
[11:36] <Connected> why lol
[11:36] <Lily> to me anyway :)
[11:37] <Lily> im not gonna argue with you now, im just gonna say it isnt
[11:37] <Connected> http://a7.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/386183_3059673409431_1191284147_3458977_1913747506_n.jpg lol
[11:38] <Connected> show me a pic of u
[11:38] <Lily> hold on :)
[11:41] <Lily> gotta take it first :)
[11:43] <Lily> http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/716/img0006alj.jpg/
[11:43] <Lily> there you go
[11:44] <Connected> looks like u wanna kill somesome lol
[11:44] <Lily> yes, you :P
[11:44] <Connected> waitin in the shadows n shit
[11:44] <Lily> lurking yes
[11:45] <Connected> how old are ya'
[11:45] <Lily> idk, take a wild guess
[11:46] <Connected> 25?
[11:46] <Lily> nope
[11:46] <Connected> tell lol
[11:47] <Lily> 30
[11:47] <Connected> not bad lol
[11:47] <Lily> ty :)
[11:53] <Connected> trust me nothing is classifed lol
[11:54] <Lily> well, i dont really see the army in a very good light
[11:54] <Lily> lets leave it at that :)
[11:54] <Connected> lol why
[11:54] <Lily> cause
[11:54] <Lily> id rather not get into details, i dont want propaganda :)
[11:54] <Connected> i have high repect
[11:55] <Connected> my great gpa was in WW2
[11:55] <Connected> my gpa in vietnam
[11:55] <Connected> my dad korea kuwait
[11:55] <Lily> please can we drop this subject :)
[11:55] <Connected> all still live, except my great gpa, he died about a month ago
[11:55] <Connected> he was like almost 100 n in good shape, he was tough lol
[11:56] <Lily> OK!
[11:58] <Lily> btw
[11:58] <Lily> are you a virgin?
[11:58] <Connected> kinda...
[11:58] <Lily> wtf kinda... yes or no :) there isnt "kinda"
[11:59] <Connected> tech no
[11:59] <Lily> explain that
[11:59] <Connected> but i wasnt all the way in
[11:59] <Lily> then you're a virgin
[11:59] <Connected> i couldnt get it in
[11:59] <Connected> she had to get on top
[11:59] <Lily> why, wasnt it hard enough?
[12:00] <Connected> that, i was nervous n she was tight
[12:00] <Lily> so you're still a virgin
[12:00] <Lily> well
[12:00] <Lily> its nothing to be ashamed of :)
[12:00] <Lily> do you have a girl that you like right now?
[12:01] <Connected> i mean i think it went in or it was only the head idk
[12:01] <Connected> not really, ones i like dont like me, why'
[12:02] <Lily> why do i ask or why dont they like you?
[12:02] <Connected> they know im inexperienced and just see me as a good friend'
[12:03] <Connected> n why ask
[12:03] <Lily> cause
[12:03] <Lily> i think that the topics you're opening the convo with are making them feel uncomfortable
[12:03] <Lily> its doesnt stay written on the forehead the experience
[12:04] <Connected> i show it in person for everything, even talking. im shy timid n studder
[12:05] <Lily> well i think that the stutter is coming because you're shy
[12:05] <Lily> are you afraid of women?
[12:05] <Connected> no. just ones i like.
[12:06] <Connected> most my friends are girls
[12:06] <Lily> well why are you afraid of them? cause they might turn you down?
[12:06] <Connected> im always turned down n dont wanna look stupid
[12:07] <Lily> there is no such thing as looking stupid
[12:07] <Lily> its just a fact
[12:07] <Lily> you're not gonna get thumbs up all the time
[12:07] <Connected> i cant even talk to girls idk in person when their alone
[12:07] <Lily> everyone experiences that
[12:07] <Lily> well you talk to me now :)
[12:08] <Connected> this isnt in person
[12:08] <Lily> why, cause we're not face to face irl? :)
[12:08] <Connected> yes. i talk better in txt or writting. because of my past
[12:09] <Lily> well
[12:09] <Lily> try and look at a normal convo with a girl as if she is on IRC:)
[12:09] <Connected> no such thing as normal
[12:10] <Lily> you know, a irl convo
[12:10] <Connected> whys it matter its irc lol
[12:13] <Connected> ill always be single
[12:13] <Lily> nah
[12:17] <Connected> yes.
[12:22] <Lily> see with that kind of thinking, you actually might
[12:24] <Connected> it will. i cant please a girl.
[12:25] <Lily> its all in your head, if you believe you cant, then you never will
[17:27] <Connected> :(
[17:33] -i_mohamed_i- http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/689/13092011657.jpg/
[17:33] <Lily> well
[17:35] <Connected> my penis better return to normal..
[17:35] <Lily> it will
[17:36] <Connected> i woke up with a boner and it was like only 4"..
[17:36] <Lily> its normal
[17:36] <Connected> i used to be almost 7"..
[17:36] <Lily> until the effects pass
[17:36] <Connected> how do u know this
[17:37] <Lily> its normal for any muscle/soft part of the body to act like this after a surgery
[17:38] <Connected> man if ur wrong i wont have guts to find a girl.. ill be too small :(
[17:38] <Lily> whats 4" in cm?
[17:40] <Connected> inches
[17:41] <Lily> -.-
[17:41] <Lily> im not an idiot
[17:41] <Lily> convert the damn thing
[17:42] <Connected> 10.16
[17:43] <Lily> ok
[17:43] <Lily> it'll come back
[17:43] <Lily> actually
[17:43] <Lily> after that circumcision it'll prolly go slightly bigger
[17:43] <Connected> u sure?..
[17:45] <Connected> andi got half cut circumcision too..
[17:46] <Lily> andi who
[17:47] <Connected> and i
[17:47] <Connected> lol
[17:47] <Lily> oh :))
[17:47] <Lily> dont worry
[17:47] <Lily> the more you worry, the more you just stress yourself over nothing
[17:48] <Connected> wut if they messed up, i was self conconious about not being cut now im fing small... :(
[17:48] <Lily> the surgery was yesterday right?
[17:49] <Connected> friday
[17:50] <Lily> does it still hurt?
[17:51] <Connected> it never did hurt really unless i got hard
[17:51] <Lily> and was it fully hard or just not so much
[17:52] <Connected> felt fully, but also felt like the stictching was constricting alot n bled a lil
[17:52] <Connected> i got hard n my head wasnt fully showing
[17:53] <Lily> it'll recover
[17:54] <Connected> i have nothing but bad luck so i doubt it :(
[17:54] <Lily> stop being so fucking negative or i slap you
[17:57] <Connected> u dont understand, i was trying to do something that hopefully would help me with girl problems but now i made it worse
[17:57] <Lily> because you didnt need that
[17:57] <Lily> you need to work out your self confidence
[17:58] <Lily> and make some exercises
[17:58] <Lily> about the shyness and stuff
[17:58] <Connected> no. every girl i met hated i wasnt cut n wouldnt date me cause it.
[17:59] <Lily> i hate to break this to you but they wanted to say something to blow you off
[17:59] <Lily> and found that as a "reason"
[18:00] <Lily> i have to go to the gym now, ttyl
[18:02] <Connected> sigh
[18:05] <Lily> unlike other girls, i'll talk to you later, i really have to go :)
[22:04] <Lily> back
[22:05] <Connected> i was sleepin lol
[22:05] <Connected> can i ask an awakrd thing..
[22:05] <Lily> well. i suppose
[22:05] <Connected> can i see u in a bra?
[22:05] <Lily> no
[22:05] <Connected> awe why
[22:06] <Lily> why would you even ask that
[22:06] <Connected> curuous
[22:07] <Lily> well stop being curious
[22:07] <Connected> see i have no luckk going for me
[22:07] <Lily> dont you think its kinda wierd tho?
[22:08] <Connected> for a bra? no cause its like a bikini, not even that bad
[22:09] <Lily> no, its wierd cause we just met and you wanna jerk off
[22:09] <Connected> i cant jerk off
[22:09] <Connected> >.<
[22:09] <Lily> well then whats the point
[22:10] <Connected> just because i wanna see doesnt mean i wanna jack off lol, just curious n wanting to see lol
[22:10] <Lily> nothing interesting