You:
Yh nuffink had happened so far. Wots this bout u not likin jordan? X
Me:
what... -.-' I DO. Ugh they took it the wrong way... i'll explain tomorrow, but I do like jordan, infact I love him, but, yeah, i've been having mixed emotions about it, but can you tell sophie and beckie to stop spreading my business please?xxx
I don't mean it in a horrible way, but, of course things could get out of hand and people now have the wrong idea ): xxx
Jessica Lauren Orbell:
No bex only told me sophie ant sed nuffink and she sed u think u like sumone else? X
Jess 'Mellerr:
Basically I caught sophie, rachel and bex in town, and I came up to um, was just chatting, soph or bex, cant remember which on asked hows things with jordan? I said: "They are good, but i'm not quite sure anymore; I saw they guy I used to like kissing someone else, and It kind of got to me, I don't like that other guy any more, I like jordan, but I felt kind of sick afterwards." Sophie: "So there isn't a Jess and Jordan any more?" Me: "Yes, there is, but it's kinda complicated."
I went off because I could feel some tears building up behind my eyes, I had an emotional day yesterday for some reason, I don't know what triggerd it off.
I tried to get sophie, on her own to come and tlak to me, but she wouldn't she wanted me to go to them, but I didn't lik ethe fact rachel was there, I kept thinking she was giving me evils. Anyway; what I wanted to tell sophie is
The only reason why I felt sick seeing the other guy with his girl friend was because I really miss Jordan, and we don't see each other enough, and thats why things were abit complicated, deep down it was upsetting me alot not being able to see him often, since i've been away from him, i felt like we were growing apart from each other, and fast, I wasn't forgetting about him, of course not, he was on my mind 24/7, in ever thought but I haven't been so obsessed the past three days with him as before, I would miss talking to him madly and in three days we haven't spoke that much untill last night, also, i'm jelouse, because other girls are flirting with him, and the wall posts are pissing me off, and I keep thinking he'll just walk away and leave me for one of them.
Having a heart to heart with him last night, was deep, i told him the truth about everything, how I miss him and how i haven't been obsessed, but now things are picking up again
I'll explain it all tomorrow, it'll all make sence then.
Tell sophie and beckie, what I just told you, and i'll explain to them tomorrow, But yeah: I don't like someone else, I like only Jordan, just things where abit shakey but they are okay now. :)