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Unterhaltung mit jori_754@hotmail.com
(02:15:11) Sigmanic Jori: hey 
(02:15:12) Sigmanic Jori: how are you? 
(02:15:22) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: hey
(02:15:24) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: fine
(02:15:32) Sigmanic Jori: how is NL?
(02:16:48) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: Well, not so different than anywhere else ^^
(02:17:27) Sigmanic Jori: where do you live?
(02:17:33) Sigmanic Jori: with P?
(02:17:36) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: nah 
(02:17:37) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: friends
(02:17:41) Sigmanic Jori: oh
(02:17:45) Sigmanic Jori: he told me you worked for him though
(02:17:58) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: yeah thats right 
(02:18:37) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: but you knew that we were working together in internet services for like 14 months right
(02:19:00) Sigmanic Jori: yeah
(02:19:01) Sigmanic Jori: ofcourse
(02:19:03) Sigmanic Jori: the hosting site
(02:19:04) Sigmanic Jori: etc
(02:19:07) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: exactly
(02:19:12) Sigmanic Jori: you doing his garden now?
(02:20:05) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: yeah
(02:20:24) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: almost too late in the year already
(02:20:34) Sigmanic Jori: well
(02:20:36) Sigmanic Jori: atleast its sunny outside
(02:20:41) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: thats true ;)!
(02:21:00) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: what are you doing lately ^^?
(02:21:06) Sigmanic Jori: doing some work for P
(02:21:08) Sigmanic Jori: ECMF
(02:21:12) Sigmanic Jori: it's not too bad
(02:21:18) Sigmanic Jori: he lectures me alot
(02:21:25) Sigmanic Jori: but it's cool between us
(02:21:29) Sigmanic Jori: business wise, i do what he asks me to do
(02:21:48) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: well, he's teaching me life ... I've been pretty much just too deep into coding
(02:22:01) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: starting over and over again, finding better and more perfect ways
(02:22:18) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: That I had no space in my mind for anything anymore
(02:22:20) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: not even common sense
(02:22:29) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: Too much of everything can make you an addict ...
(02:22:40) Sigmanic Jori: what did you get addicted to?
(02:22:56) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: The cyber world
(02:22:59) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: something like that
(02:23:21) Sigmanic Jori: you staying with P's employers?
(02:23:24) Sigmanic Jori: in their house or so?
(02:24:01) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I have no idea how they are related business-wise
(02:24:20) Sigmanic Jori: oh
(02:24:27) Sigmanic Jori: but they know eachother?
(02:24:31) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: yea
(02:24:35) Sigmanic Jori: i always wondered how it would be
(02:24:37) Sigmanic Jori: if i was in your position
(02:24:38) Sigmanic Jori: how is it?
(02:24:41) Sigmanic Jori: to work for P in real life
(02:24:42) Sigmanic Jori: lol
(02:24:48) Sigmanic Jori: you have your own room?
(02:24:53) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: yeah
(02:25:05) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: They celebrate life here ... if you do a good job, you don't have to worry about anything anymore
(02:25:32) Sigmanic Jori: you did a good job?
(02:25:43) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: Not at all
(02:26:03) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I didn't fuck up work or smth, more smth private
(02:26:12) Sigmanic Jori: oh shit
(02:26:14) Sigmanic Jori: what happened?
(02:26:32) Sigmanic Jori: should never mix private feelings or such with business employers
(02:26:39) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: also such stuff ...
(02:26:47) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: many things
(02:26:56) Sigmanic Jori: maybe if you tell me, i can learn some things
(02:26:59) Sigmanic Jori: what to avoid doing
(02:27:09) Sigmanic Jori: if i get placed in similar situation
(02:27:10) Sigmanic Jori: :P
(02:27:42) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: It's more general social issues with me
(02:28:07) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I am a nerd, I get my mind way to deep into some things, and carry it with me 24/7 - plans, open questions
(02:28:16) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: and I just start over new way too often
(02:28:17) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: wasting time
(02:28:32) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I should've finished the easiest solution completely, no matter what could've done better, just to have it working
(02:28:34) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: and then update it
(02:29:11) Sigmanic Jori: you talkin bout the hosting site?
(02:29:28) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: nah generally
(02:29:40) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: also control panels
(02:30:37) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: but Patrick is still trying to help me ...
(02:30:42) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I like the work in the garden
(02:30:50) Sigmanic Jori: he pays you for it?
(02:30:52) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: giving me a chance to work out
(02:31:10) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: of course he does
(02:31:24) Sigmanic Jori: really
(02:31:42) Sigmanic Jori: he's a good payer
(02:31:46) Sigmanic Jori: i wonder how much he pays a gardener
(02:31:51) Sigmanic Jori: and how much he pays his managers
(02:31:54) Sigmanic Jori: he's a real good guy
(02:32:00) Sigmanic Jori: sometimes too big of a heart
(02:32:35) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: Yeah ...
(02:32:51) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: He saved my ass twice, gave me more chances then one can deserve
(02:33:31) Sigmanic Jori: you really cant tell me how you fucked up? :(
(02:33:41) Sigmanic Jori: i just wanna know general things what to avoid from fucking up with P
(02:33:42) Sigmanic Jori: with
(02:33:49) Sigmanic Jori: cause sometimes he gets angry with me
(02:33:51) Sigmanic Jori: for some things
(02:33:55) Sigmanic Jori: the way i talk etc
(02:34:11) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: You seem to have the same issues as I do
(02:34:15) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: just listen carefully to him
(02:35:45) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I also didn't watch my words, did not listen to people 
(02:35:56) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: did see things different then they actually are
(02:36:30) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: But Patrick will never stop trying to help you
(02:36:33) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: not one sentence of his
(02:36:42) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: is really meant bad
(02:36:52) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: just figure what he really tries to tell you ;)
(02:37:05) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: or whats the purpose of him talking like that
(02:38:22) Sigmanic Jori: i see
(02:38:55) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: for me working in the garden is a really good workout
(02:39:00) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: as I still have to lose alot of weight
(02:39:07) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: its the duality of being
(02:39:11) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: everything has two sides
(02:39:14) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: thats just reality
(02:40:07) Sigmanic Jori: does it not feel weird
(02:40:10) Sigmanic Jori: to talk to P in real life
(02:40:14) Sigmanic Jori: as to when you spoke to him online
(02:40:53) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: After all that I've done, all the lies that I told - he's still way too nice ...
(02:41:32) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: He's just fckin disappointed ...
(02:41:49) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: But I even believed in those lies, i've been living a lie ... 
(02:41:54) Sigmanic Jori: hey
(02:41:58) Sigmanic Jori: just out of curiosity
(02:42:02) Sigmanic Jori: did he ever
(02:42:07) Sigmanic Jori: offer y ou a manager job oppurtunity
(02:42:44) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: as in manager of what?
(02:42:52) Sigmanic Jori: his people
(02:42:54) Sigmanic Jori: in NL
(02:42:58) Sigmanic Jori: DGC Business
(02:43:26) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: Not at all
(02:43:34) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: but I've had the chance to be a manager of Sigmanic
(02:43:39) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: but I fucked that up pretty much myself
(02:43:40) M. Sc. Timothy Marshall: I have to go now
(02:43:52) Sigmanic Jori: when does he make u
(02:43:55) Sigmanic Jori: start your gardening job