[19:02] tunaynapinoy26: The caffeine is starting to wear off though.
[19:02] tunaynapinoy26: My high...is leaving.
[19:03] Michelle Grover: u didnt answer my question
[19:03] tunaynapinoy26: Oh, yes a good mood indeed. I'm enjoying writing this paper. ^_^
[19:03] Michelle Grover: okay in all seriousness right?
[19:04] tunaynapinoy26: Perfectly Serious ^_^
[19:04] Michelle Grover: kk
[19:04] Michelle Grover: *ponders...trys to put words and thoughts into sentence*
[19:05] tunaynapinoy26: Go ahead. ^_^
[19:05] Michelle Grover: *stillllll pondering*
[19:06] Michelle Grover: ...................................i broke my toe
[19:06] Michelle Grover: lol
[19:06] tunaynapinoy26: Seriously?
[19:06] Michelle Grover: yesh at homecoming
[19:06] tunaynapinoy26: Gah!
[19:07] tunaynapinoy26: Are yu ok?
[19:07] Michelle Grover: yesh just quite painful lol
[19:07] Michelle Grover: but thats not wat i was gonna say
[19:07] Michelle Grover:
[19:07] tunaynapinoy26: What were you going to say, sweetie?
[19:08] Michelle Grover: idk i mean i know but i gotta put it into words..............
[19:08] tunaynapinoy26: try it.
[19:09] tunaynapinoy26: Judging by your away message..this is something bad.
[19:10] Michelle Grover: not bad.just ..............ah *hits self in head*
[19:10] Michelle Grover: i love you
[19:10] tunaynapinoy26: go!
[19:10] Michelle Grover: okay...........right off the top of my head
[19:10] tunaynapinoy26: Alright lol.
[19:11] Michelle Grover: no BULLSHIT was distributed in this section
[19:11] Michelle Grover: okay....... *deep breath*
[19:13] Michelle Grover: i've been thinking a lot lately......i mean u know i love you sooooo much and i will never stop loving you.......but.....this distance is killing me.....not seeing you.......and not "feeling" you.....its just not working......
[19:13] Michelle Grover: i mean my feelings havent changed for you........
[19:14] tunaynapinoy26: Continue...
[19:14] Michelle Grover: i just dont know how to put it....... i dont know wat i want to do i just ahhh *hits self in head*
[19:15] Michelle Grover: do u understand where i'm coming from?
[19:16] tunaynapinoy26: Yes I understand where you're coming from, but not where you're going.
[19:16] tunaynapinoy26: You haven't concluded your thought.
[19:17] Michelle Grover: i dont know where i'm going with it either.......i was hoping you could help me.....i think i might " need some space" wiat no "time" lol space is already there.......(plz dont be sad i want this to be as painless as possible
[19:17] tunaynapinoy26: Make what as painless as possible?
[19:18] Michelle Grover: this
[19:18] Michelle Grover: idk wat it is...
[19:18] tunaynapinoy26: Another "breakup"?
[19:18] Michelle Grover: a break? a ..........still going out but freedom to do something ........idk:'(
[19:19] tunaynapinoy26: I see.
[19:19] tunaynapinoy26: Freedom to screw around.
[19:19] Michelle Grover: still close but............free to figure things out
[19:19] Michelle Grover: noooooooo
[19:19] tunaynapinoy26: Hm. I suppose we could try it.
[19:19] Michelle Grover: no
[19:19] Michelle Grover: ahhh hang on
[19:19] tunaynapinoy26: Freedom to "explore other options"?
[19:20] Michelle Grover: i want us to still be close like we are now.......but more freedom to figure out if this long distance thing is actually gonna work........and that i cant live with out you......or yea....................................
[19:21] tunaynapinoy26: You want a better option. I don't blame you.
[19:21] Michelle Grover: no no no its not u........... its not..............
[19:21] Michelle Grover: fuck this isnt going right
[19:22] tunaynapinoy26: I understand what you're getting at.
[19:22] tunaynapinoy26: Freedom. You want freedom.
[19:22] Michelle Grover: understand its not u
[19:22] Michelle Grover: NOT
[19:22] Michelle Grover: u
[19:22] tunaynapinoy26: I understand that. Freedom.
[19:22] tunaynapinoy26: You want freedom, correct?
[19:23] Michelle Grover: wow i sound like a total skank kinda
[19:23] Michelle Grover: here i'll tell u a story
[19:23] tunaynapinoy26: Freedom from my worries, from being bound to a "bf" relationship.
[19:23] tunaynapinoy26: Correct? Freedom from worrying about this relationship?
[19:23] Michelle Grover: nope.............i'm not worrying.........ahh
[19:23] Michelle Grover: uhmm let me tell my story
[19:24] tunaynapinoy26: Go.
[19:24] Michelle Grover: there is a lot of stuff going on here.....a lot of drama......and i kinda need to sort through it.....and if i end up doing someting.....i dont want to hurt u doing it.......understand? thats why i need some time to sort this shit out......I love you dont forget that and its not u..its just Maine
[19:27] Michelle Grover: .........
[19:28] tunaynapinoy26: Very well.
[19:28] tunaynapinoy26: Freedom...how strangely it can be defined.
[19:29] tunaynapinoy26: Basically, you're ending the "comittment" part of the relationship, at least temporarily.
[19:30] Michelle Grover:
[19:30] Michelle Grover: ahhh idk.........r u okay with this ...........i dont wanna hurt u
[19:31] Michelle Grover: baby?
[19:31] tunaynapinoy26: Sorry, still doing project.
[19:31] tunaynapinoy26: Yes, I'm fine.
[19:31] Michelle Grover: r u shure *cries*
[19:32] Michelle Grover: . ............... .........\
[19:33] Michelle Grover: okay fine.......so now explain to me what we are.....cuz i'm confused
[19:33] Michelle Grover: :'(
[19:33] tunaynapinoy26: We're bf/gf without complications.
[19:34] tunaynapinoy26: Title and feeling, but no obligation, at least temporarily.
[19:34] tunaynapinoy26: And yes...I'm sure.
[19:34] Michelle Grover: okay..............
[19:34] Michelle Grover: I love you
[19:34] tunaynapinoy26: And I'll be right back. I have to take care of Jax. I love you too.