09:33:21pm Alika: hey
09:33:43pm Keakealani: I was about to go to bed, but hi....
09:34:02pm Keakealani: I'm kind of surprised you're IMing me, though...
09:34:07pm Alika: yeah
09:34:10pm Alika: i dunno
09:34:25pm Alika: i was seeing if you are still not talking to me
09:34:51pm Keakealani: I suppose I'm not really mad at you any more, so I dunno.
09:35:45pm Keakealani: but I mean, I can't be sure that won't happen again
09:36:11pm Alika: i will always find ways to piss you off, im good at that
09:36:24pm Alika: it prolly "won't happen again"
09:36:30pm Alika: because something new will
09:36:32pm Keakealani: yeah, and you don't seem to even care
09:36:56pm Alika: i guess im really just saying im sorry and im trying
09:37:42pm Alika: and, you know that i don't seem to take things seriously
09:38:05pm Alika: that's why i implement copious amounts of sarcasm
09:38:30pm Keakealani: but sarcasm isn't a replacement for a certain level of basic civility
09:39:04pm Alika: and i really feel like there should be another form of "I" for use in front of words that start with vowels
09:39:16pm Alika: "i implement"
09:39:19pm Alika: looks bad
09:39:27pm Alika: and, i understand
09:39:28pm Keakealani: yeah, that's why it's capitalized.
09:39:59pm Alika: i was referring to my use of sarcasm saying that im good at pissing you off
09:40:56pm Keakealani: yeah, and I don't really see why your need to be sarcastic (and often what you claim is "sarcasm" is just downright rudeness) supersedes your responsibility as my friend to not be an asshole to me
09:42:02pm Alika: im sorry
09:42:17pm Keakealani: see, here's the thing.
09:42:26pm Keakealani: saying you're sorry doesn't mean a lot to me at this point
09:42:41pm Keakealani: you are basically completely ignoring me every time I try to explain why I get mad
09:42:55pm Keakealani: either you just don't give a damn about what I have to say, or you're just not sorry
09:43:20pm Keakealani: and in either case you're making it more and more favourable for me to just ignore you completely
09:43:44pm Alika: bleh, i do not mean to come off as an asshole
09:44:03pm Alika: and, i am rather insensitive
09:44:23pm Keakealani: and you just don't care.
09:44:36pm Alika: if i didn't, why am i trying now?
09:44:48pm Keakealani: apparently you're not trying very hard
09:44:57pm Keakealani: since you're still completely ignoring everything I'm saying
09:45:20pm Keakealani: if you can't even comprehend 1% of what has caused me to be so angry, why should I waste my time talking to you?
09:45:22pm Alika: then, i beg you to coach me
09:45:30pm Keakealani: what the fuck?
09:45:39pm Alika: teach me to understand
09:45:47pm Alika: instead of insist that i do not
09:45:47pm Keakealani: ARE. YOU. LISTENING. TO. ME.???
09:46:07pm Alika: yes
09:46:16pm Keakealani: then what did I JUST say?
09:46:49pm Alika: I want to show that I care and want to make things better
09:46:54pm Alika: but, everything i say just makes it worse
09:47:04pm Keakealani: *headdesk*
09:47:10pm Keakealani: are my messages not being sent?
09:47:17pm Alika: and, that's how it's always been
09:47:34pm Alika: and, despite trying a new approach, i never arrive at the right one
09:47:39pm Keakealani: hello? are my messages being sent?
09:47:46pm Alika: i just find new ways to piss you off
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Changed status to Available (09:48:20pm)
09:48:32pm Keakealani: did you get anything I sent?
09:48:36pm Alika: no
09:48:40pm Keakealani: apparently
09:48:42pm Alika: my aim is not working
09:48:45pm Keakealani: no wonder you're ignoring me
09:48:56pm Alika: repeat, please?