melanie######: gr!!!!!!!!!!!!1
######goma: u ok?
melanie######: nganong ina na man ang guys insensitive !
######goma: ngano kaingon man ka?
melanie######: basta
melanie######: di mo ka tell kung ga emote ang girl or dili?>
melanie######: grrr! '
melanie######: :-w
######goma: makatell man.. pero when we asked if ok lang.... then ok ra man pud mo
######goma: then all of a sudden, magtampo..
melanie######: ~x(
######goma: you're not ok.. why man?
melanie######: nah
######goma: is there something you wanna tell me?
melanie######: ga emote man gud kayo ko karon
######goma: ok.. gaemote ka.. you want to talk about it?
melanie######: and then.. ka chat nako ang guy .. nag talk mi. sige lang siya og do og other things/ then kalit lang nag babye
melanie######: dili ko
######goma: basin busy jud siya.
melanie######: kabalo ko oa man ang girls pero over pud kayo uy
######goma: or rather.. basin nakita pud niya na di ka nahan magchat
######goma: like ako bitaw mailhan man na ko if ako kaisturya dili intersted
######goma: like karon, nakatutok ko sa usa ka window chat
######goma: sa imo lang
melanie######: di man.. gina ask nako siya if busy siya.. kay di sa ko mag chat niya
######goma: unsa man ingon niya?
######goma: busy siya?
melanie######: then sige man siya ingon ok lang daw
melanie######: then dili gareply
melanie######: samok
######goma: ako na lang reply para sa iya
######goma: hahaha.
######goma: chillax lang.
melanie######: na siyay gabuhaton but ok lang daw na chat mi
melanie######: :((
######goma: ahh unsa diay iya gabuhaton?
######goma: grabe na man kaayo kagabii
######goma: wait a minute.. why seem so affected?
melanie######: lagi nah
melanie######: fine
melanie######: di ko affected
melanie######: nah
######goma: hmm.... nah.. you can't lie to yourself missy
melanie######: something sa computer
######goma: ahh.. basin he wants to talk with you not on chat
melanie######: nah
######goma: don't nah nah nah me..
######goma: respond to my chat properly
######goma: :p
melanie######: ambot niya.. ang sa ako lang ignan ko kung busy siya.. dili kay mura ko og tanga na maghulat
melanie######: gusto siya manawag karon di ko ganahan og tubag
######goma: what's wrong diay sa manawag?
######goma: ngano di man sad nimo tubagon?
######goma: basin pasmo iyang kamot
######goma: or basin di siya ganahan sa keyboard
######goma: di siya ganahan makigchat
######goma: talk na lang diay over the phone?
melanie######: na ba day inana nga reason ?
######goma: naa oi
melanie######: key board ?
######goma: i personally have those
######goma: usahay di ko ganahan magreply kay pasmo or usually.. di ko ganahan chat kay ang ireply sa akoa kay "hehehe"
melanie######: ok i'm being unreasonable
######goma: there! you've seen it yourself
melanie######: feeling lang man jud nako taken for granted ko
######goma: why do you think such>
######goma: ngano kaingon ka?
melanie######: kay mao lagi.. lingaw na kayo siya og buhat buhat sa iyang gabuhaton.. then di gareply
melanie######: ah basta
melanie######: hay
######goma: don't you want that?
######goma: maayo gani kay nalingaw siya..
######goma: you should have respected that..
######goma: besides, it's not yet the end of the world
######goma: there's still tomorrow
melanie######: hahaha !
melanie######: you make me laugh
melanie######: ok
melanie######: i will respect it then
######goma: good
melanie######: bata ot man ko wui
######goma: hmm pero lingaw manang bataot ;))
######goma: don't you want someone to watch over you like an older brother/sister?
######goma: you probably have missed that.. maski ako..
######goma: we usually forgot simple things we learned from the past
melanie######: bah ? i've read your plurk kanina..
melanie######: bout feeling like a child
######goma: ah yeah... naa ra ko sa ko pc.. i think 3 days na ko straight
######goma: ginahatdan na ko ug food sa akoa ate
melanie######: wow
melanie######: gaunsa ka ?
######goma: ayha pa na ko nabantayan.
######goma: im working on a new project
######goma: sideline na ko
melanie######: aw
melanie######: ok
melanie######: website?
melanie######: grabe na jud na ha
######goma: yup
######goma: ngano grabe na man
######goma: mao man sad jud ni ako work
melanie######: kay daghan na kaayo ka ginabuhat
######goma: tapos usahay, pahulay.. didto na pud ko sa akoa site
melanie######: magminyo na ka?
######goma: naa koy update sa akoa site..
######goma: hahaha
######goma: magminyo? noooo.. wala pa ko ana bai
melanie######: hehehe
######goma: im working para naa gasto panglaag pud
melanie######: oh i see
melanie######: bantog ra
######goma: after ani na work.. laag na sad dayon..
######goma: this june 12, i'll be going to bukidnon
melanie######: that's good i enjoy jud ang life while still single
######goma: i can still enjoy these things when i'm married ;))
######goma: chada man gud na marelate sa ako soon to be family akong mga adventures
######goma: life isn't short by the way, we're just too serious living without life..
melanie######: lagi you'll find the perfect person for you
######goma: i am not looking for the perfect person
######goma: there's no such person
melanie######: di man question jud ang shortness sa life.. it's how you live it
melanie######: :)
######goma: yup.. exactly!
######goma: pero sometimes, lisud jud pud ang life..
melanie######: well perfect does not mean PERFECT
######goma: so many questions
melanie######: but perfect for you
######goma: i think.. someone who make us both complete :)
######goma: or both of us will make us complete rather
melanie######: ha?
melanie######: what do you mean ?
######goma: i mean, she's imperfect, i'm imperfect.. we both could fill in each other's blanks
melanie######: oh yeah.. i agree
melanie######: wala man jud perfect but at least whole mo
######goma: how are you feeling today?
melanie######: i mean when you meet the person.. complete na bitaw siya, even without you.. kay if dili pa, ang mahitabo ana... she will always find her lack in you and from you.. and truth is, you can't fill her lack in every way
melanie######: ako ? ma ok ra man ko goms
melanie######: i don't call these permanent wounds.. just tantrums
melanie######: hehehe
######goma: i think we can fill...
######goma: we just have to believe..
melanie######: hehehe
melanie######: dili man jud ..as you said . nobody is perfect. that is why there are so many failed relationships
######goma: these aren't failures..
######goma: probably it doesn't work..
######goma: but di ba, it's a preparation for the next relationship probably
######goma: murag ra man gud na ug charger sa nokia imo ipansak sa samsung...
######goma: masulod siya pero it won't charge.. but that's not failure
######goma: ok im not making sense here.. di mao ako example.. pati ako di makarelate
melanie######: i get your point..
melanie######: hehe
melanie######: don't worry
######goma: i am not worried..
######goma: i think you're a strong girl.
######goma: sometimes you're just too paranoid
######goma: if in case you're in trouble, try looking from another side.. change perspective
melanie######: i know my strength
melanie######: yeah
######goma: everything's gonna be fine melanie.. ;)
melanie######: change persperctives jud
######goma: you're always given two choices..
melanie######: i don;t like it when i am this insecure
######goma: positive and negative.. it's your call..
melanie######: because i am not
melanie######: hehe
######goma: ahh insecurities.. that's tough...
melanie######: lagi jud bah
######goma: even i myself got in trouble with it
melanie######: everybody has
melanie######: can't seem to get it out of my system just yet
######goma: so how do you think you could get over with this insec issue?
melanie######: i think.. you have to focus on one thing,, one perfect being. and see how that perfect being sees you.. and then hold on to that
melanie######: not rely on how other people see you
######goma: im afraid that will lead you for being so self-centered then
melanie######: haha
melanie######: i'm talking riddles here
melanie######: pero sige straight answer ..
######goma: ok i think i didn't get that one.. my bad
######goma: ok so you mean, you just have to believe in to that person..
######goma: never letting him/her go...
######goma: even with these differences, you'll know you both can make it through??
melanie######: evrytime bitaw insecurities sink in, in any area dili lang sa love life.. i look to how God sees me.. not how other people see me. kay, when your standard will be how other people will look at you.. in any relationship..you will be confused
######goma: as right now I'm already confused.. then probably, I should've call God..
######goma: May He forgive me, as He's just being so patient with me, and I admittedly forgot all about Him sometimes..
######goma: I should have look to that perspective..
######goma: I know there's the answer
######goma: or might just be a clue
melanie######: you know what.. you don't even have to feel ashamed or drawn away from him because of the fact that you forgot all about him. because as far as he is concerned.. he's just glad that you exist.
melanie######: why else would he die for you.. hehe
melanie######: igni ko if religious na ko paminawon .. but i won't apologize for what i am sharing rigth now
######goma: it's ok..
######goma: there's nothing wrong with it..
######goma: it's actually a blessing.. and I'm glad and thankful for that one
melanie######: taw wui.. nways. ikaw ha. if na kay problem or anything saba lang. :)
######goma: ngano diay kung magsaba ko?
melanie######: wala lang im trying to extend my help here
melanie######: hehe
######goma: :) i appreciate that..
######goma: only few people do that for me..
melanie######: well glad it's appreciated
melanie######: pero sabot ta ha.. dili ni char char ako
melanie######: hehehe
######goma: wala man sad ko nagchar2x pud
######goma: pero ani lang..
melanie######: lagi wa man pud ko giingon
######goma: i just want to tell or share this
melanie######: genuine man akong concern.
######goma: "tagam or makatagam" jud sa akoa nang paasahon :((
melanie######: well
######goma: so mao nang usahay, akong character, medyo insensitive jud usahay
######goma: i mean, kanang basta na lang bitaw.. di na ko madescribe ngyets
melanie######: karon pa lang ignan na tika.. na dili kana ang akong tuyo
######goma: naa na sad ko :(
######goma: im beginning to think odd..
######goma: kalit lang nibaba akong aura
melanie######: goms
melanie######: wait lang ha
melanie######: he's calling
######goma: ok go
melanie######: have to sign out talk ta tomorrow ha ?
######goma: ok sige
melanie######: had a great time chatting with you
######goma: same here
melanie######: tomorrow ha
melanie######: bye
(08:39:23 PHT) melanie####: goms, naulaw ko sa kong hinubog nga storya gabii.. pasensya na. blame it all on the hormones. . . ? taw wui. appreciate you listening to my rambles. nways. last night was the toughest of all. kay murag finally, after a very long long time of struggling.. mana jud. klaro na nga wala nay balikan. ..mm yeah. glad it's over.
(08:53:13 PHT) melanie_callejo is now known as melanie callejo.
(09:09:03 PHT) #####goma: glad i was there during your toughest night.. again if in case you're in trouble, change perspective.. ;) you might see the brighter side.